765: I Am a Selfish Bastard (4 More)
The object of treatment was proposed by Zhou Cheng.
Xia Xiaolan was also moved by Xiao Xianrou, and did not reject Zhou Cheng's courtship and pursuit.
However, Zhou Cheng's attitude was firm from beginning to end, and Xia Xiaolan's feelings for Zhou Cheng became deeper and deeper. From talking about romantic love, to dating for the purpose of marriage, Xia Xiaolan is serious step by step.
She didn't let Zhou Cheng work alone, what a girlfriend should do, Xia Xiaolan asked herself that she was qualified.
Zhou Cheng wants to break up with determination, and Xia Xiaolan's temper will never be crooked.
But Xia Xiaolan must know the reason.
Even if Zhou Cheng said that he liked another girl, no matter whether the girl was beautiful or not, Xia Xiaolan could accept this reason - love is inherently unreasonable, she was good-looking, she was easy to get Just because Zhou Cheng's favor, doesn't mean Zhou Cheng won't like other interesting souls.
Xia Xiaolan took his hand out and asked him if he wanted to break up.
Zhou Cheng hesitated for three seconds, and his daughter-in-law's eyes were not right. At this time, Zhou Cheng's desire to survive was very strong:
"Do not break up!"
He grabbed Xia Xiaolan's hand again, "Just treat me as a selfish bastard. I know being a military wife is hard work, but I don't want to let you go."
Just now, he looked like he was about to say parting, but now he changed his attitude immediately.
This is indeed a problem.
Xia Xiaolan didn't want to be held by Zhou Cheng, and she tried several times without breaking free, but this time Zhou Cheng knew that she had to hold on tightly.
"Zhou Cheng, what the hell is wrong with you, think about it in one place, what happened, tell me, I'll listen."
It's hard for Xia Xiaolan not to misunderstand these words for no reason.
Zhou Cheng had a lot to say, or he would not settle down with the Shi family, so he would come to Xia Xiaolan.
But when he saw Xia Xiaolan, he didn't know where to start. His recent thoughts were very negative. Xia Xiaolan asked if he didn't want to break up. Zhou Cheng thought of Wei Juanhong's tragic crying, and for a moment he really wanted to push the boat... Come, let Xiaolan survive.
If you don't have sex with others, Xiaolan doesn't have to worry about so many things.
Her time is so precious and her brain is smart. Studying in Huaqing is already accommodating him, Xiaolan can read all the way, and Zhou Cheng has no way to estimate where is the peak of her life.
For him, Xiaolan is compromising.
Not everyone in the Zhou family is easy to get along with. He was so picky before, but now Xiaolan's recognition of Xiaolan was earned by how much effort Xiaolan spent!
From the very beginning when he proposed marriage, Xiaolan strongly opposed it, and then took the initiative to tell him that she would get married first after graduation.
These compromises are not because Xiaolan is afraid of him, but because he loves him.
Zhou Cheng is not blind, how could he not see Xiaolan's contribution.
Just because he saw it, he hesitated for a moment. If he didn't deal with him, Xiaolan's "compromise" was completely unnecessary.
Zhou Cheng's holy father emotions lasted for just a few seconds. He admitted that he was a selfish bastard. When he thought about his life without his daughter-in-law, he might not be able to live even a day. In the same way, even if they can't communicate and meet, their hearts are close to each other.
To be separated from Xiaolan is to meet face-to-face, and Xiaolan is no longer his daughter-in-law.
Zhou Cheng couldn't accept it at all. Xia Xiaolan said he was a "dog problem", Zhou Cheng admitted.
He felt that he was like a clingy pug at this moment, he couldn't let go when he hugged Xia Xiaolan, if he let go, maybe Xiaolan would kick him.
"Xiaolan, on the last mission, a comrade-in-arms was killed by a smuggler's grenade in front of me. He could have died because the smuggler was closest to me, and it was me who wanted to deal with it... but he pushed me. opened."
Xia Xiaolan was struggling, but when she heard the words, she forgot to move.
Zhou Cheng hugged her tightly.
"Don't move, let me give you a hug."
Zhou Cheng hugged her and didn't speak for a long time, until someone from the restaurant knocked on the door, the food was ready, and they wanted to deliver it.
Xia Xiaolan patted Zhou Cheng's vest, "I'm here, speak slowly."
When the dishes were ready, Xia Xiaolan was not in the mood to eat, but she saw that Zhou Cheng was really thin. Thinking about what Zhou Cheng said just now, Xia Xiaolan wondered why she looked haggard.
How much psychological pressure must this be?
A living person was to be bombed to death in front of Xia Xiaolan, and Xia Xiaolan couldn't sleep at night.
It was Zhou Cheng's comrade-in-arms who was killed and sacrificed to save Zhou Cheng. Zhou Cheng's heart is not a hard rock, how could he feel better!
"Zhou Cheng, I'm hungry. Let's have something to eat first, and we'll talk more after dinner, okay?"
Zhou Cheng nodded.
He eats whatever Xia Xiaolan brings him.
Zhou Cheng couldn't tell whether the food was delicious or not, but he didn't have any leftovers from the dishes that Xia Xiaolan gave him.
Since Shi Kai's sacrifice, this was the most filling meal Zhou Cheng had eaten. With Xia Xiaolan by his side, Zhou Cheng felt at ease.
Xia Xiaolan also accompanied him to eat some food. The two settled the bill and went out, walking on the streets of the capital together. Xia Xiaolan held his hand generously, and Zhou Cheng talked about Shi Kai's sacrifice, including Shi Kai's being named a martyr, and he sent Shi Kai's ashes back to his hometown.
"The oldest child is only two years old, and the youngest child is only a few months old. When I saw Sister Wei crying, I was really scared..."
It's not because she is afraid of going to the battlefield, but because she is afraid of something unexpected, Xia Xiaolan is just like Wei Juanhong.
Zhou Cheng was struck by this negative sentiment
The thread has been affected for a long time, and this is why he has a strange attitude before.
"You are afraid that the local government will not be able to arrange jobs for Shi Kai's family, and that the local hospital will not be able to cure Shi Kai's mother's eye disease, so you brought the Shi family to the capital to settle down? Zhou Cheng, you are blaming yourself and making up for it, right? ?"
Xia Xiaolan's back was wet with cold sweat.
Just a little bit, the person who died was Zhou Cheng. She didn't want to see Zhou Cheng be knocked into the urn and brought back to the capital.
Xia Xiaolan didn't want the honor of a martyr, and the Zhou family wouldn't take it lightly.
Xia Xiaolan respected the deceased and was grateful to the martyr who saved Zhou Cheng. She was also glad that Zhou Cheng was still alive.
Life is better than anything else, and there is no life, and there is nothing to talk about about love and family.
Zhou Cheng blamed herself and wanted to make amends, but Xia Xiaolan didn't object at all, she herself was so grateful!
As long as Zhou Cheng is alive, shouldn't there be material compensation and care? Hearing that Zhou Cheng brought the Shi family to the capital, Xia Xiaolan didn't feel any trouble. She was both afraid and grateful, "Which hospital did you put Shi Kai's mother in? You have to go back and tell Auntie Guan about this matter. Auntie must know him well. Doctor, we asked the best doctor to treat her eye disease..."
"This is the trouble I brought you, think about it sometimes—"
Xia Xiaolan covered his mouth, "Don't say it, it's not trouble, you don't know how grateful I am to Big Brother Shi!"