Chapter 1229 I Still Lost

Xia Wu wanted to struggle at first, but her strength was like a joke in front of Yin Ting. Let alone struggling, she couldn't move at all and could only let him bully her.

Tears fell down from the corners of her eyes without warning, like beads with broken strings, and they couldn't stop no matter what.

He touched the salty tears on her face, and his heart suddenly hurt. He paused and finally looked at her.

She didn't know when she had opened her eyes, her eyes as clear as blue water, but at this moment, they were full of despair.

The tears were falling desperately, as if they couldn't stop at all.

He just looked at her, his eyebrows tightening even more.

The two of them were in a stalemate, and while he was struggling endlessly in his heart, she suddenly spoke,

"do you know,"

His heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a hand, and it was painful and painful. He didn't know why, but he really wanted to hear her talk, but he was also afraid of what she would say.

He has a terrible, very bad intuition.

He even wanted to stop her for a moment, but he couldn't.

Originally, Xia Wu had never planned to have anything to do with Yin Ting in this life since he left Xia Gui Island, let alone tell him anything.

But now, if she didn't say anything, the relationship between them... would probably be like this, falling into hell.

She couldn't bear it. Now she was humiliated by him in such a shameful way. He was already married, and the wife he was married to was at home. No matter how much she had loved him, she could not and would not let them be involved anymore.

She couldn't do that shameful thing.

"I have liked you very much since I was a child, love you very much, really love you very much. But I...I don't dare, I don't even have the courage to stand in front of you and ask you to give me the slightest promise, I I know... we are destined to be impossible. I have thought about letting go probably tens of thousands or even more times, but I can't let go. I would rather go to Xiagui Island to be the island owner than let my marriage be affected. , just because... I'm afraid that I don't have more time to continue to love you. I would rather self-exile, and hope that I can have more time in this life to keep you in my heart."

"Yin Ting, I have worked hard. I even... flew into flames and did shameless things. I don't know if you remember. When there was news that you were going to marry the Yue family, one night you I drank too much...I really wanted to take a gamble at that time to see if you would care, if you would go to me, if you would..."

Xia Wu couldn't go on. It was really the most ridiculous thing she had ever done in her life. She really risked everything at that time. She didn't believe that he didn't understand her feelings. She knew that there was a lot of tension between the two of them. What, that’s why I haven’t crossed the line for so long. So she took the initiative that day. She wanted to take a gamble and see if this boundary was crossed, and there would be a glimmer of hope between them.

"I lost. I still lost. I lost completely. You still married someone else. My existence was like a joke. The so-called past between us was just my story. At that time, I really couldn't let it go. I was drunk day and night, dreaming of death, and wished I could really die at that time, so that nothing that happened later would happen."