Chapter 1228 Only Emotions Cannot Be Controlled

He thought she would never leave him, ever.

No matter what happens, no matter whether he can give him a result or not.

She would never change, and her feelings for him would never change.

even……

Before he decided to get married, that night, he also knew that it was her. He was not really drunk, but he really wanted to anesthetize himself for once, without thinking about anything or scrupling, just like he had been Countless times, I wanted to do that and take her as my own.

He was married, and he knew she was drunk day and night.

He knows everything but can do nothing.

Everyone is born with responsibilities that he must bear. After all, he cannot give up everything and only want her.

So when he learned that she was heartbroken and left, he was still indifferent.

He thought maybe if he let her go, he could also let himself go, so that they could forget each other forever.

He really meant it.

He made no attempt to inquire about her, and he has not seen her since.

He even thought about living a good life with Yue Xiangru, fulfilling their responsibilities like all couples, supporting each other and having children.

But he discovered very sadly that he couldn't do it.

He tried many times and for a long time, but he still couldn't do it. Whenever he held another woman in his arms, what appeared in his mind for no reason was Xia Wu's gentle appearance.

He thought it was just not long enough.

Later, I accidentally heard that she resigned as the owner of Xiagui Island and left.

There was a faint expectation in his heart, looking forward to her coming back.

It's just that he still... still knows that it's wrong for him to do this, and he can't go on like this anymore. Feelings... of course he has feelings for her. It's just that he always thought that feelings could be controlled. He seems to have always been in good control. At least, he has not given up everything in his hands to dream of living together.

So he didn't ask for news about her. He thought that as long as it lasted long enough, he would eventually be able to let go.

It wasn't until she appeared in front of him again that he realized he was wrong.

Totally wrong.

You can control everything but your feelings.

God knows how jealous and unwilling he felt when she held another man's arm and called him husband. He thought that they might never see each other again, but he never thought that one day she would marry someone else, and one day she would stop loving him.

This was a matter of course, but he didn't know why he couldn't accept it, and even... couldn't control his heart at all.

So he did something out of control after all. After she left, he quickly found out where she stayed, and then visited her room at night. When he found that she was alone, he didn't know why his heart was so stoned. Then it fell down.

But her words "Does it have anything to do with you?" still stimulated him, and the sarcastic smile on her lips made him panic. Suddenly he couldn't bear it for a moment. He didn't know what he wanted. He only knew that at this moment At this moment, he only wanted her, wanted her crazily.

He wanted to rub her into his body, and even wished he could eat her into his belly, as long as she was still his.

She should be his. After so many years, who can really let go of her?