Six Hundred and Ninety-Eight: Love to the Point of Despair (4)

The lives of so many brothers, each one, are much more important than his.

In the past ten years...

He hardly slept well all night.

With guilt and regret for those lives, as well as hatred and resentment towards her, he tortured himself for ten years.

If he really had a choice, he would even have been willing to take her own life ten years ago.

The living are far less happy than the dead...

This topic left Bai Suye speechless and even breathless.

She is an undercover agent, and she shoulders the heavy responsibility of destroying them. Selling her feelings, whether it is love or friendship, to obtain important information for the organization and prevent more vicious wars and assassinations from happening, this is a task she must complete.

only……

She and Ye Xiao have different positions after all.

Ye Xiao grew up without a real family, and the harsh and cruel living environment led to a world in which he had no faith, only his own rules. Countries, governments, and people do not exist in his world. In his world, there are interests, brothers who live through life and death, and the loyalty of blood-based alliances...

For these, he can even risk his life.

And her appearance harmed his interests, hurt his brother, and betrayed his loyalty...

In fact, she had died thousands of times long ago...

"Ye Xiao, I'm sorry..." Bai Suye lay on his chest and spoke softly.

Ye Xiao said no more, his thin lips pursed tightly. A 'sorry' sounds pale and powerless before betrayal and life.

He couldn't forgive her, because he couldn't even forgive himself.

If I hadn't been seduced by her at the beginning, if I hadn't been stupid enough to entrust her bomb to those brothers who were going through life and death, maybe nothing would have happened...

…………

Because of this topic ten years ago, the atmosphere suddenly became heavy and depressing, making people breathless.

Because it's too heavy,

Therefore, no one continued this topic. It was a wound that could not be healed in ten years. Every time it was mentioned, it would draw blood.

I don’t know how long I walked, but I finally arrived at a wide place.

Halfway through, Bai Suye asked Ye Xiao to put him down. He was afraid that if he hugged her for too long, the wounds on his body would not heal completely. However, Ye Xiao stubbornly refused to let go of her, and her plea was ignored by him.

If he hadn't mentioned ten years ago and reminded her of how much hatred and distance there was between them, she would have been unable to restrain herself from fantasizing about being held by him like this...and kept holding her till the end. end of life...

"You can already see snow here, let's go sit in that pavilion." She patted Night Owl on the shoulder.

Ye Xiao said "Hmm" and carried her to the pavilion. The snow is already a bit thick in this place. In the quiet night, you can hear the sound when you step on it deeply and shallowly.

Ye Xiao sat down in the pavilion. Bai Suye subconsciously wanted to move away from his lap, but her waist tightened and was held by his hand.

She was startled.

No more movement.

Just sitting on his lap.

She didn't dare to look at Ye Xiao's expression, and she didn't even know why Ye Xiao brought her here.

The blanket he wrapped around her covered her bare legs.

Her hands were always around his neck.

"Night Owl..."

"Um?"

"Why...why did you decide to bring me here at the last moment?"

Night Owl didn't make a sound for a long time, but turned his face and looked across the open space to the far east. Through the dim moonlight, Bai Suye could clearly see the fatigue on his face.

That kind of fatigue comes from the bottom of my heart...

Just like the string in my heart, it has been stretched for a long time and is on the verge of breaking at any time.

I thought he wouldn't say anything anymore, but in the next moment, he spoke in a deep voice: "I just suddenly felt very tired and wanted to come and watch the sunrise."

Bai Suye's heart was severely pinched.

She knew he was tired. After these ten years of torture, his pain would only be a thousand times heavier than hers. However, after ten years of absence, this was the first time she heard him show his vulnerability in front of her...

Before, every time, there was wariness, madness, even hysteria between them.

Never before did he tell her he was tired so calmly like tonight...

The calmness made her panic, and she felt indescribably sad.

She was clearly holding Ye Xiao, but she felt that this person was actually moving away from her step by step, getting further and further away...

What she wanted most was such a result, but deep down she was afraid of such a result.

Suddenly unable to restrain herself, she wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him tightly. Night Owl turned to look at her. The two people's eyes met. Under the moonlight, her eyes were desolate and fragile, flashing with tears.

His eyes were deep and filled with emotion.

His long fingers suddenly pinched her chin. His thumb gently rubbed the cold face. The strength can even be considered gentle.

The tip of Bai Suye's nose felt sore and she sobbed. She suddenly raised her face and kissed his lips.

At that moment, everything seemed out of control.

He knew that she was a poppy, a poison planted in his body, but he still couldn't resist or refuse. Bai Suye made all reason surrender.

Each other's lips were entangled together. It was like the end of the world, or the end of life. They were lingering together, as if they were willing to burn such unforgettable feelings into each other's souls.

Ye Xiao's lust has never been restrained in front of her. Throwing away the obstructive blanket wrapped around her body, his hands had already reached through the hem of her skirt.

On such a night, no one came and went.

Only they...

As if they were drowning, they were frantically grabbing at each other as life-saving straws...

Ye Xiao's fingers squeezed into her body.

There wasn't much foreplay, but her body was more sensitive than ever and more willing to accept him than ever. In other words, she was looking forward to accepting him.

She kissed his lips, kissed his chin, kissed his neck...

His fingers were arrogant inside her body, and she tickled him uncomfortably. Her moans were so charming that her bones would almost fall off.

"Ye Xiao, I'm really seducing you now... Do you dare to want me here?"

At this moment, she put down her pride, her reserve, and even her reason was thrown out of the sky...

In everything, she only followed her heart.

This is a rare arrogance.

Even, it won’t last long.

She opened the buttons of Night Owl's shirt with her fingers and ran her hands through his collar. Ye Xiao snorted, "I didn't want you here...but you can drive me crazy..."

"Then do you want it?" Bai Suye gasped, looking at him with hazy eyes. That sound was so soft that Ye Xiao felt the blood in his body flow backwards, rushing straight down his body.