Six Hundred and Ninety-Four: Can’t Extricate Myself (4)
A happy marriage for a hundred years...
Bai Suye hugged the clothes and felt as heavy as holding a huge boulder.
She must handle her relationship with Ye Xiao rationally and calmly. It doesn't matter whether you make him misunderstand or make him hate you, the relationship between two people just can't be safe and sound.
"I'll carry it." Yun Chuan reached out and lifted the bag in her hand.
Bai Suye didn't shirk, just looked at him and said solemnly: "I'm sorry. I may have caused Mr. Xiao some misunderstandings just now."
Yun Chuan's eyes deepened, "Actually... you don't want Mr. Xiao to misunderstand you, but you want Ye Xiao to misunderstand you."
Bai Suye did not deny it.
"Last time...at the dance, was he the one who took you away?" Yun Chuan asked tentatively.
"……Um."
"you……"
"It's all over..." Bai Suye didn't let Yun Chuan continue to ask.
She paused and stood there, her eyes filled with a thin layer of mist. She felt so uncomfortable that she couldn't speak for a long time. If she could, she didn't want him to misunderstand. She even coveted his arms and missed his body temperature. She would want to hug him and tell him that she didn't need his wedding gift or his best wishes for a hundred years. combine……
However, none of these are possible.
Once they get involved with each other, many things will be out of their control. In this case, the final result may be, as the Tang and Song Dynasties said, even one's life cannot be saved...
She didn't want to hurt him again...
I don’t want to lose the uniform and my mission...
Although Yun Chuan didn't understand the pain in her heart, seeing her like this made him feel unbearably distressed. Finally, he couldn't help it, so he held Bai Suye in his arms with one arm. Bai Suye was stunned for a moment, closed her eyes, but did not break away from him.
My heart is too bitter, too astringent...
She couldn't help but want a harbor where she could dock temporarily... However, she also knew that the harbor she wanted would not be the embrace of Yun Chuan...
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third floor.
Night Owl's footsteps paused.
His gaze fell on the central square on the first floor of the shopping mall from above. The pair of people hugging each other made his eyes become cold, as if they were quenched with shards of ice.
"Mr. Ye Xiao?" Mr. Xiao realized that he was not gone. He turned around, followed his gaze, and saw the hugging Bi Ren. He smiled, "It turns out that Mr. Ye Xiao knows them too." . I heard that Miss Bai is the sister of Mr. President. Together, they are really well matched, both talented and beautiful..."
Ye Xiao's breathing became heavier, and he cast a cold glare, which shocked Mr. Xiao so hard that he was so scared that he was stunned.
Did you... say something wrong?
This expression of Mr. Night Owl... is really terrifying! This time when talking about shopping mall cooperation with Ye Xiao, he had already inquired about him in advance and said that he was difficult to get along with and unstable. At the moment, it seems that he is indeed right.
Ye Xiao didn't say a word, just walked forward with an expressionless face. Mr. Xiao looked down and saw that the two people hugging each other on the first floor had left the mall.
this……
Could it be that... Mr. Ye Xiao has a secret crush on Miss Bai?
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During the dinner at Yun's house, Yun Mu had already called the old lady. The old lady was very happy and sent her several messages during the process, but she did not reply.
After dinner, Yunfu and Yunmu were eager to stay with each other, but Bai Suye really had no thoughts. Yun Chuan sent her out, but she didn't refuse. It just so happened that she wanted to have a serious talk with Yun Chuan about their relationship.
"Does dinner still suit your taste?" Yun Chuan asked her with a smile while driving.
"It's delicious." Bai Suye tugged at his lips.
"But, I see you eat very little."
"... Yun Chuan." Bai Suye cast his gaze out the car window and glanced at the bare branches passing by, his eyes a little more desolate. Then, he slowly turned around and said, "I'm sorry..."
Yun Chuan turned to look at her.
"I originally thought I could give it a try with you, but recently... I feel very hard..."
"Did I make you feel hard?" Yun Chuan smiled bitterly.
"No, it's not." Bai Suye took a deep breath and smiled bitterly, "It has nothing to do with others, it's my own problem. I'm not very good at dealing with feelings, and I can't combine my past feelings with my current feelings like others. I can handle it with ease. I feel like I am stuck in a swamp now. I have tried hard for ten years to get out of this swamp, but in the end, I found that all my efforts were in vain. The more I struggled, the more I struggled. The deeper I sink..."
"In that case, why don't you try to reach out to me. Maybe, if someone gives you a hand, you can leave the swamp." Yun Chuan looked at her lovingly, "Su Su, I am willing to be yours." Life-saving straw, when you need someone to pull you, I can let you use it. Even if you just use me as a stepping stone to jump out of the quagmire, I will be willing to find a better scenery after you get out. "
Such words are full of tenderness.
There is a hint of warmth in the desolate heart of white millet leaves. She smiled and said, "Yunchuan, you are so stupid."
"So, are you willing? Are you willing to use me?" Yun Chuan's eyes were shining with clear light, a bit like an emotional big boy.
There was moisture in her eyes, and she didn't want to be too ruthless, but in the end, she still shook her head rationally.
"I'm sorry, in this life... maybe I will always be in that swamp... knowing this, I still pull you, it's unfair to you."
"But I don't mind."
"You don't mind, but I do. I've never been good at dealing with feelings, so... I don't want to make it more complicated. I'm sorry..."
She thought that maybe one day, she would suffocate to death in that swamp...
However, even if you die, you can't escape...
She can no longer lie to herself - she loves Ye Xiao, she has loved her to the core... Whether it was ten years ago or ten years later...
However, the more I fall in love with him, the less I can get closer to him...
Yun Chuan is a very gentleman, or a sensible person, and he never knows how to push someone hard. Bai Suye asked him to stop the car on the side of the road, he stopped, she opened the door, got out of the car, and said goodbye to him.
I was alone, walking aimlessly on the street.
Winter is coming soon, and the city is also a bleak scenery.
Next to him, there were couples walking back and forth. She had never been a fragile person, but when the fifth couple passed by her, her eyes became moist unconsciously.
When will she be able to be like those girls, cuddling up to the man she loves most, showing off her happiness openly and openly?
this life……
She may never get another chance...
When she was stunned, a familiar car suddenly broke into her sight.
The license plate is '京a50602'.
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