Chapter 134 This Is Not What I Want

"I will inform my father and ask him to allow me to go on an expedition. I will bring the crown prince back intact." King Yun looked at her, his eyes gradually filled with distress. The military commanders in the court were incompetent, forcing her to go far away as a woman. Bian Guan said, "Junior sister, can you wait for me to come back?"

Jiang Ruohua was silent for a moment, then silently took her hand out of his: "What about Jingzhong?"

"Senior brother, in order to chase me, he didn't even have time to put on his clothes. I stayed in the palace for such a short period of time. It's not like I don't know the emperor's current situation. If you leave, who will be in charge in the capital? Who will take charge of the overall situation?"

"I will arrange all these." King Yun said.

But Jiang Ruohua didn't believe it, so she sneered slightly and said, "Senior brother, if you are determined to take the lead and fight for the country, I will not stop you, and I will listen to you and stay in the capital."

"But obviously not. You are going to the border. You are going to lead the soldiers to fight. You are not doing it for the Qi Dynasty or the people at the border. You are just because you don't want to see me go, so you want to replace me with yourself."

King Yun was touched, and his handsome features were filled with sadness: "Yes, I don't want to see anything happen to you."

"Junior sister, the border crossing is too difficult. Let your senior brother go there for you."

"But I don't need anyone to do anything for me." Jiang Ruohua shook his head, "Brother, I want to go to the border, not because I have to, but because I feel that I must go."

"Besides, with our relationship, I don't need you, senior brother, to do this for me."

King Yun was stunned for a moment, his eyes darkened, and after a long time he said: "I have made it clear to the daughter of the alliance leader that she is not entangled with me."

"This is a good thing, but it has nothing to do with me." Jiang Ruohua said, "Brother, there is no need to explain this to me."

After all, she knew in her heart that she didn't love the man in front of her.

Even though he is indeed very good.

"I have never had anything with anyone, never before, and never will in the future." King Yun's voice tended to be pleading, "Junior sister, my heart and eyes are all about you, and I can no longer tolerate others."

"Can you stay for me?"

There was expectation in his voice: "When I return from the victory, I will ask my father to grant me a marriage. From now on, it will be just you and me, no one else, okay?"

In this case, it may be a great temptation for many women.

A pair of people who communicate with each other all their lives.

"You want me to be your princess and your queen in the future." Jiang Ruohua met his expectant gaze, "But what if I don't want it?"

"I wouldn't accept any other woman."

"This has nothing to do with whether there are other women who are interested in you. I have never doubted that you can do it." She knew what kind of person King Yun was. She had just come to this day step by step, and she had realized a lot on her own. , "I also have things I want to do. It's waiting for me to do it myself, rather than waiting for you to bring it all to me ready-made."

"There are many men in the world who have concubines. You have to bear the pressure of the powerful people in the court to leave a vacant harem for me. It may seem exciting, but this is not enough to constitute the reason for me to respond to you. If I become a queen, I will definitely never have another concubine in my life." I have the opportunity to see the scenery outside the Great Wall, and I will never have the opportunity to be as bold as today, to fight on the battlefield as a woman. "

"Senior brother, both men and women have the loyalty to serve the country. While you asked me to stay in the capital out of safety concerns, have you also thought that maybe the battlefield is a better destination for me?"

"Similarly, maybe in a few years, you will be the new emperor of the Qi Dynasty. This is your lifelong wish, and it is what you deserve after all your hard work over the years. Are you willing to give up the throne for me?"

"Now I am even more sure that you should love yourself first before loving others. A person must first satisfy himself before he has the energy to satisfy others. If I had stayed in Beijing, perhaps I would have been lamenting for decades to come. If I had been brave enough, , at least you have fulfilled your wish. If you want to give up the throne, Xianyun Yehe will inevitably regret that all your hard work was wasted. "

"It's hard to have both ends of the world. No matter how strong a person is, there will always be things he can't do." Jiang Ruohua thought of the poisoning that day and realized the meaning of the words Luo Yu's words. She stepped back slightly. Bu came to the horse and said, "Besides, I have never had any thoughts about men and women towards senior brother, so I will not stay, nor will I be your wife."

After saying this, she got on her horse and prepared to set off.

King Yun shouted behind her: "You love the person who occupies the magpie's nest in King Ying's body, don't you?"

She gently pulled the reins, turned around and said, "If he said the same thing as my senior brother, I would not hesitate to end this joy. Jiang Ruohua will always be Jiang Ruohua. I don't want to be trapped by love. I will abandon myself and run away." Take what others give you and treasure it.”

Even if her heart hurts, it would be better to let her heart ache if she is treated like an object. At least it can remind her that she will always be Jiang Ruohua, and that she will always be the best for herself.

After all, if the word Jiang Ruohua is abandoned, no matter how beautiful the relationship between a man and a woman is, it will be nothing more than a gorgeous cage. What's even more frightening is that without this cage, she will have nothing and no chance to change back to herself.

Zhao Yuexi is the best example. She was the woman who chased King Ying that year and was considered by everyone to be the most beloved woman in King Ying. Without this title, she would be a shame among noble ladies and have no virtue. Yan's existence is like standing on the tip of a knife, and if he is not careful, he will fall to pieces.

King Yun did not catch up again, but after being stunned for a long time, he went back in despair.

But someone else caught up with him.

Luo Yu rode over unskillfully, laughed awkwardly and said: "Well, well... I passed by your house and heard from your daughters that you were going to the border..."

"... Don't get me wrong, I just came to see you off."

Jiang Ruohua slowed down a little and chuckled: "Thank you."

Luo Yu blushed, but it was not obvious under the moonlight. He turned his head gently and his voice became a little smaller: "Just... I just found some medicine in the mansion. Anyway, I don't need it. Take it and don't waste it."

He stuffed a small bag over, and the bottles and jars inside made some noises.

Jiang Ruohua accepted it and did not refuse.

"Be careful... on the battlefield."

Luo Yu looked up at the sky and deliberately said casually: "It's still quite dangerous. Your own safety is also very important."

After talking about this and that for a long time, Luo Yu turned his head to look at Jiang Ruohua, and then said: "Actually, the armor you are wearing today... I think... suits you very well... very beautiful... not worse than those gorgeous clothes..."

The more he spoke, the smaller his voice became, almost inaudible.