Chapter 1014 Li Baoshan's Past

Chen Cang was stunned for a moment, he knew that Director Li had something to say.

He didn't say anything, just listened quietly.

Li Baoshan also drank a lot. These words have been buried in his heart for more than ten years, and no one has said them.

It has been more than ten years since I left the capital and arrived in Nianyang. I went to two or three hospitals, and finally took root in the second hospital of the province. This is more than ten years.

In the past ten years, he has also gained a reputation as one of the four outstanding emergency patients in Dongyang Province.

However, the only difference is that Li Baoshan seldom participates in academic conferences, and academic organizations also rarely participate in it. Basically, he is devoted to clinical practice.

Li Baoshan sighed and let out a long sigh.

What happened back then was not a glorious thing, and it was a bit embarrassing to talk about.

Looking at Chen Cang, Li Baoshan felt that he still had to say something.

Being young is a good thing.

But... young and promising also need to know how to advance and retreat.

Li Baoshan said: "I have two noble people in my life, one is my mentor and the other is my old director."

"After graduating, my supervisor kept me in the hospital, although it was not difficult at the time, but...you have to know that at any time, those of us who came out from below want to stay and develop in a place like the capital where there is a radish and a pit. easy."

"My tutor left me. By the way, my teacher is Yang Pei."

After hearing the name Yang Pei, Chen Cang was stunned for a moment!

This name was very unfamiliar to him before, and he had basically never heard of it, but he recently wrote a paper and checked a lot of documents and materials, and naturally he also knew about this legendary figure.

Known as the most unfortunate academician.

Why do you say that?

Because this academician died young!

I just finished the selection of the academician and will be gone for the second year. This is a big man who can become a leader in general surgery in China, and is very famous in the field of general vascular surgery!

Li Baoshan was obviously a little frustrated, and his voice was a little more desolate and helpless, but more regret!

"Mr. Yang was still the chief director of general surgery at that time, a rare academician in our country. At that time, the cooperation between our Chinese Society of General Surgery and the World Health Organization really started. Mr. Yang also worked very hard. After all, at that time, we had just cooperated with the World Health Organization. The world begins to deal, and we must make achievements so that others can look up to us!"

"That era... It's really different from now. Most of what you saw in the post-90s generation and the post-00s generation was the impression of our country becoming stronger. You see that now our world's second largest economy is well-off in an all-round way. , the rise of great powers, leading 5G and so on... Most of the contacts you have come into contact with are the impression of a strong motherland."

"At that time, it was different. Our country was just like a 20-something-year-old boy who had just entered the stage of the world, just because he was afraid that others would look down on it! All walks of life are, so the academicians at that time worked hard one by one. , engage in clinical practice, engage in scientific research... for fear of being criticized by foreigners."

Having said this, Li Baoshan raised his hand and touched the tears in the corner of his eyes.

This memory, every time he said it, he regretted it very much.

"In the second year, we had just attended an international conference. After returning, Mr. Yang developed acute complex Budd-Chiari syndrome."

"What's the point! At that time, Mr. Yang took us in the direction of general vascular surgery. After he got sick, he needed surgery."

"But now the problem has arisen, who to seek surgery, we were the authority at that time, our hospital in China was the most powerful, or we went abroad to find foreign doctors."

Speaking of this, Li Baoshan's emotions collapsed directly, and he burst into tears, sitting on the steps and crying.

"I was 44 years old at the time, and I was already the deputy director of the emergency department. The teacher asked my younger brother to call me to the general surgery department. He was lying on the hospital bed and looked at me with a smile. I remember it clearly."

"He said: Baoshan, it's finally time to test you. It's a rare opportunity. This is a typical complex acute Budd-Chiari syndrome. You look at this angiogram. When you have surgery..."

"Mr. Yang treats himself as a case, lying on the hospital bed and telling us about cases and operations."

"After he finished speaking, he told me: Baoshan, you are the senior brother, you have to look up, do the surgery, and I have to test you."

"At that time, the teacher believed me and asked me to do the surgery. I didn't dare, but the teacher said: Who am I? I'm Yang Pei, the president of the Chinese Society of General Surgery, who do you want me to go to? Look for those foreigners Don't people laugh at us?"

"The idea of ​​their generation at that time was self-improvement, that is, they had a strength in their bones, and they would not let outsiders see jokes."

"I took Dr. Corey to the operation. The operation was very difficult. I was very afraid of failure. The more afraid I can be, the more mistakes will be made.

"During the operation, the aorta ruptured, and it was repaired at all... The blood was sprayed directly on our faces, as if to humiliate us and tell us that we are a coward..."

"The operation failed, and the old man didn't get off the operating table."

"The teacher trusts me the most. I'm the senior brother, but I... But I lost a crushing defeat and gave up the teacher's life."

At this time, Li Baoshan hugged his head and cried, just like a child.

Chen Cang understands this feeling!

The teacher was sick and put his most trusted student on the stage for surgery, but the student did not save him.

Chen Cang also sighed.

However, surgery is always risky and unexpected.

Li Baoshan cried for a while, his voice a little hoarse: "Afterwards, I was a little helpless. This incident hit me hard. I lost sleep every night, and I couldn't sleep without drinking. There were wine bottles in the duty room."

"Once again, I drank too much, and as a result, I had an emergency surgery and had a medical accident. The director of the emergency department helped me. He and the department took the responsibility and didn't give it to me... He himself failed to advance to the vice president that year. "

Li Baoshan stood up, looked at the tall buildings in front of him, and smiled wryly.

"I cheated my own teacher, and I cheated my own director. I don't have the face to continue to bring it down in that place."

"Later, I took a year off, and then went back to my hometown in Dongyang Province, where I took root."

"When I first went to the people of the province, the old director greeted my leader and asked me to go directly to the deputy director. I was not used to it, so I left..."

"Finally, I became the director of the Second Provincial Hospital. Since then, I have given up drinking and have not dipped a drop, because ... no one is taking the blame for me. I am the director. I have to set an example for you and take the blame for you. "

Li Baoshan stood up: "I have not dared to come to the capital for more than ten years. I am afraid of this place, afraid of meeting acquaintances. Every time I come, I feel like a sinner!"

Chen Cang looked at Li Baoshan's back, indescribably lonely.

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Li Baoshan's story... maybe not just a story at all, this chapter was written very slowly...