Chapter 60 Do You Know How Much I Regretted It at that Time?

Zhao Wei really didn't plan to stay in Yuncheng.

Not for anything else, just because Fang Ping'an would go to Beijing to study in September.

Although she was sad that her biological son didn't recognize her, she didn't have any resentment towards Fang Ping'an.

Some, just regret and sadness.

Thinking about it carefully, she had been angry with Fang Ping'an so many times, and every time it was because of that bastard.

Now thinking about it, Fang Hongjun's face was so disgusting to her.

What she thought was well-behaved now turned into a malicious deception, just to prevent her from focusing on Fang Ping'an.

That's right.

She brought Fang Hongjun up personally since he was a child.

It's not that there was no nanny at home, but before the little guy went to kindergarten, she never asked the nanny to do everything herself.

Watching the little baby laugh, watching him cry, watching him stagger towards her, and stumbling into her arms.

That sense of happiness and satisfaction made her almost forget that she had a biological son lost.

She couldn't help but pour all her emotions into it.

This is the most fundamental reason why she is extremely partial to Fang Hongjun.

Ever since Fang Pingan returned home, she always felt that this child was incompatible with the family.

There was no joy of regaining what was lost.

There were only various dislikes.

After Fang Pingan came back, the first thing she thought of was not that her son was back.

Fang Hongjun was so sensitive and so well-behaved.

Fang Pingan looked at her and her family with those bright eyes again.

She was worried that Fang Hongjun would be hurt because of this.

As long as Hongjun said that Pingan bullied him, she had no other thoughts except blindly believing and comforting him at the first time.

Zhao Wei sat on the sofa and watched Fang Jinglei help pack her luggage.

Unconsciously, she found that she had so many clothes and luggage.

There was a whole room for clothes and shoes alone.

If she took them all away, it would be unrealistic.

She could only pick some by herself.

After she was done, looking at the huge suitcases, she suddenly remembered that when Pingan left, he only carried a schoolbag...

Her nose was sour and she wanted to cry again.

Fang Jinglei came over and sat beside her.

"Mom, have you been to Ping'an's room?"

Zhao Wei was stunned.

Yes, it seems that she has never been to her son's room in four years since he came back.

She is not sure whether he lives well.

She shook her head with tears in her eyes.

Fang Jinglei sighed, "He doesn't have so many clothes and shoes.

A simple wardrobe can't hold all his things.

He didn't take away the clothes and shoes given to him when he first came.

Ping'an didn't take anything when he left."

She handed something to Zhao Wei, who took it in her hand and took a closer look.

Tears flowed like a spring.

"This is what I saw in his room after he left," Fang Jinglei said faintly, "but there is no him on it, he tore it off by himself."

"Woo woo... Lei Lei, do you also feel... woo woo... that mom is very bad..."

"No, mom." Fang Jinglei shook her head.

"You are the best mother.

It's just that you, like us, don't consider Ping An as your own.

In your eyes, my sisters and Fang Hongjun are all your children.

Except Ping An..."

She sat cross-legged on the sofa, propping her chin.

"Mom, I thought about it carefully later.

Ping An did nothing wrong. We were too harsh on him.

No matter how sad and regretful we are now, Ping An is right.

In the past, we didn't want him.

Now he doesn't want us..."

Zhao Wei was in tears and wasted tissues.

"I should be the first one to regret it, but until now, he hasn't forgiven me either.

He said it once, but in fact, in his eyes, I am really worse than a stranger..."

Fang Jinglei pointed to the photo.

"This photo should be the only thing he left.

However, he tore himself off, tore it into pieces, and threw it into the trash can.

No one in the family took away the gifts he had given him.

Later, I specially packed it up and sent it to him at school, but he threw it in the security room.

He didn't want anything.

Mom, do you know how much I regretted it at that time?

All the luggage in his room couldn't be packed in a 20-inch box..."

The mother and daughter sat on the sofa and were silent for a long time.

Suddenly, Fang Jinglei spoke again:

"Mom, Ping An told us about Qin Bailian and Fang Hongjun."

Zhao Wei: "..."

"On the night he left home, he said something specifically to you.

He said that Hongjun was just your adopted son.

He meant that Hongjun was not my father's adopted son.

When he told me, my eldest sister was there.

So what happened later..."

Zhao Wei stared at the incomplete family photo in her hand, and suddenly tore it into pieces with force.

Then, she covered her face and cried.

The biological son knew about the illegitimate child a long time ago, but in order not to embarrass his parents, he endured it for so long.

In order to let me see him more and care about him a little more, he endured so much grievance...

But he never said a word.

In the end, he said it when he was most desperate and let go of all his family affection.

Even so, he still reminded himself in such an obscure way for the sake of his and Fang Junhong's relationship.

But at that time, he was only busy comforting that bastard...

Zhao Wei felt that her heart was broken into hundreds of thousands of pieces.

Fang Jinglei did not comfort her, nor did she cry with him.

She just sat there, secretly sad.

After Fang Zhidie returned home, she packed up and went to the law firm to report.

Apart from the mother and daughter, the servants did not dare to get involved in these things.

"Leilei, Mom is so sorry, woo woo..."

Zhao Wei's crying echoed in the quiet Fang family villa.

***

Knowing that Fang Hongjun went abroad, Fang Ping'an was relieved.

Brain hemorrhage, how come he didn't die?

I really hope that guy died directly on the operating table abroad, so that he would be completely fine.

But this is just a thought.

If he really died, Fang Junhong and Qin Bailian would not let him go.

As long as that guy didn't die, he should be safe for a short time.

Qin Bailian has to take care of that guy, while Fang Junhong is busy dealing with the Zhao family...

So, it's time to practice driving.

Others, we'll talk about it later when we have the chance.

One pack of Huazi a day.

Iced drinks to keep you full.

The coach is very satisfied with Fang Ping'an.

He arranges a lot of small tasks for him, and almost never scolds him.

Of course, Fang Ping'an learns very quickly.

With the coach's care, he has more opportunities to drive than any other student.

The day to take the driver's license exam is coming soon.

Among the students of the same period, he is the only one who brings a pack of Huazi to the coach every day.

As a result, the coach looks at him with admiration, not only did he not let him do it during the computer test.

He even let him sign up for a make-up test during the road test, and then he got the driver's license.

He didn't decide to buy a car, and he would wait until he arrived in Beijing.

Chen Shuhui's final exam was a little bit bad.

Although the ranking was no problem, it was still in the top ten of the grade, but the score was not so satisfactory.

Although the girl was shouting that this year's questions were extremely difficult, Liu Qing was still a little unhappy.

The girl was well behaved at home for seven or eight days, but then she became unreliable again.

It was absolutely impossible not to let her go out.

She also asked her little sisters to go out and play together, and go out to eat delicious food together...

Fang Ping'an transferred two thousand yuan to her and asked her to spend it sparingly.

The most important thing is that if she has spent it all, she can ask him directly for it.

This sentence made Chen Shuhui jump for joy.

Looking at the energetic and cheerful girl, he also felt very happy.