Chapter 454 So Good

The night wind blew coldly.

The blow made He Jia's tearful face feel a little painful.

She wiped away her tears and looked down, widening her eyes and looking hard.

There should be no one down here.

Her house is a building on the edge of this community. Downstairs is the community wall. Between the wall and the building is a small piece of wasteland.

There are no people during the day, and at night, there are even fewer people in the middle of the night.

Just jump down and it'll be over.

No one will laugh at her anymore, and she will no longer worry about being abandoned by her family if she does something bad.

Nothing to worry about anymore.

Some people say, if you are not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of not being able to live a good life?

But now, she is not afraid of death, but she doesn't want to live.

It’s so uncomfortable to be alive.

Uncomfortable and out of breath.

Because she was not her biological child, because she was worried and afraid of being abandoned, she had low self-esteem and timidity and had been submissive for more than 20 years. She could not become a lively, cheerful, positive and optimistic person once she learned the truth.

She hates herself.

I hate myself for being so bad.

I feel sorry for myself too.

I feel bad that I have become such a bad person.

Looking back on those days of fear and helplessness, she couldn't give her poor self a hug. She could only watch with cold eyes, and then didn't want to look at it again.

What are you doing with your life?

Die.

Die and start all over again, hoping that in the next life you will not have to bear the pain of this life.

Holding the edge of the window with his hands, He Jia jumped up.

"Daughter-in-law! I've bought it! All the procedures have been completed! Our daughter has a room in the school district!"

It was late at night, and the voice of a man talking downstairs came up very clearly.

"Yes, yes, yes, I'm going to check out our new house now. Don't worry about the decoration or anything. When we save some money first, we can register our children in this community, and our daughter can go to the best elementary school in this area. Let’s not work all these years in vain!

"Okay, you and my daughter go to bed early. I will go back tomorrow to stew braised fish for you, and buy new clothes for my daughter."

The man's voice was trembling with excitement.

He Jia's jump was slow and slow.

Open your eyes and look downstairs.

Actually, I can’t see clearly.

Only a vague shadow can be seen.

The man hung up the phone and dialed another one.

"Mom, haven't you slept? Well, let me call you and tell you that the school district house we arranged for Jiajia is here. I finished the formalities today and have been busy all day. Now I'm here to take a look at the house.

"Yes, yes, you can make more money after you spend it. It's important for your child to study. Don't waste all your savings to buy her a house in this school district. I'm willing to borrow some money. Isn't it just for her to spend the money I earn? , Mom, I know. You and Dad will go to my house tomorrow. I will go back tomorrow and let’s prepare a table of dishes to celebrate.

"Oh, by the way, when it's time for dinner, don't talk in front of Jiajia about how much money it took to buy a house. We won't tell our children this, Mom, remember.

"Okay, okay, then I'll hang up."

The man couldn't be happier.

After hanging up the phone, he even hummed a few words: We ordinary people are so happy today.

It's late at night, so he can't disturb the people. His voice is actually not very loud.

He Jia had to sit at the window with the window open to hear clearly.

Her hand holding the edge of the window was so cold and frozen.

Some parents, in order to find a room in a school district for their children, have to use their whole family's efforts without any complaints. They are full of love and give all the best to their children.

But why do some parents lie to their biological children and say that they picked them up?

oh.

My parents are very good to my brother.

I even took the initiative to sell my family's house and buy my current house so that my brother's children could go to school in a school district house.

In this way, their grandson can live with his parents in a good house in the new community, but go to the school district in the name of his grandparents' household registration.

It's just that this love was not given to her.

She is named Jiajia just like the father's daughter downstairs.

Jiajia leaned weakly and tiredly against the edge of the window, but did not jump down.

That Jiajia, her father happily bought her a school district house, and the family will celebrate tomorrow.

If she jumped, wouldn't this community be in trouble?

That Jiajia will be sad, right? Or maybe it's because someone died, and the dead person's name was Jiajia, so she might be scared.

Sitting on the edge of the cold window, Jiajia was in a daze.

The cell phone was thrown on the bed, buzzing loudly.

There is WeChat and there are calls.

She knew it was all Bingbing.

In the whole world, only Bingbing remembers her,

If she died, Bingbing would feel uncomfortable too.

After sitting there for who knows how long, Jiajia pulled back from the window.

My legs were so stiff that I almost fell down.

Staggering, I finally returned to the house.

She closed the window and slowly climbed onto the bed.

Pick up your phone.

Sure enough, Bingbing sent countless messages, asking her what she was doing, asking her what happened, and begging her to reply quickly.

Jiajia sent a voice message to Bingbing, "I will go to Kunming tomorrow to apply for my resignation."

Bingbing has probably been holding her phone, waiting for messages and Jiajia's reply.

The moment Jiajia's message was sent, she immediately made a video call.

Jiajia connected.

"You scared me to death. It's okay. There was no news about him suddenly. I thought you were out of your mind to commit suicide!" Bingbing cried, her eyes were red, and there were tears on her face. "As long as everything is okay, it's okay. Are you coming to Kunming? Have you thought about it?"

Bingbing's family is from Kunming.

Jiajia nodded, her eyes were dry and astringent, but she couldn't cry anymore.

I don’t want to cry anymore.

I don’t even want to die, so why are I crying?

"Well, I'm going to Kunming to stay for a while and calm down."

Hearing the question in these words, Bingbing asked tentatively, "Have you talked to your parents?"

"It's his biological child. Jiang Ningning was right." He Jia twitched the corners of her lips with a self-deprecating smile, "Maybe I'm stupid, I always thought that I was really picked up."

"I don't blame you. No one is like them. Let alone a biological child. Even if they are picked up and raised for so many years, they still have feelings." Bingbing comforted Jiajia, "If you want to come to Kunming, come. Shall I book a flight for you?"

"I'll make my own decision. I still have some money in my hand. Let's not talk about it anymore. Just go to bed and wait for my news tomorrow."

The video hangs up.

Jiajia turned over and sat up.

I want to see what I should take with me if I want to leave this home.

Take a look around.

There is nothing to bring.

Take it with you, it's the best.

After thinking about this, she didn't even want to stay in this home for a second.

She took the phone charger, packed her bag, and opened the door. When she heard that there was no sound from the bedroom next door, she quietly left.

In the whole building, only the one on the 8th floor still had lights on.

It's probably the light that the father who bought his daughter a house in a school district kept the lights on.

Inside is all the love he gave his Jiajia to care for with his hands.

very nice.