Chapter 557 "Runaway"

Qin Jue thought about a question while filming "Feiyan".

If there was no "unexplainable game setting" barrier between Qin Feiyan and Shen Danqing, would they be together?

The answer is like Schrödinger's cat.

Can a player who always knows that this is a game and this is a virtual world be able to let go of his worries and integrate into this place freely?

Physical fitness and internal strength are standardized in the form of health bars and blue bars. When passing the map, there will be a black teleport in front of you. Skill tips when using martial arts will appear in front of you. Even if the player Feiyan turns off all interfaces and game reminders, he The pain feedback after the injury will still be protected and weakened, reminding him that "this is not reality."

They all say that to detect whether you are dreaming, just pinch your thigh hard. But when the most straightforward pain can't fool you into saying "this world is real", what would Feiyan think?

This matter is very pessimistic to say, but Qin Jue believes that even if Qin Feiyan and Shen Danqing are together, he will still face endless pain.

Her aging, her death, and all the "reality" that is mixed with true and false, perhaps Qin Feiyan's cosmopolitan home is a kind of protection for himself, making him semi-free inside and outside the game, playing again and again Satisfy some of the emotional needs during the first encounter, and quickly escape, so as not to be deeply immersed and have a complete mental breakdown.

It sounds extremely scumbag, but it's not necessarily self-protection.

People are complex after all.

Complex and uncertain, even I don’t know what I will do suddenly.

It was in that situation that Qin Jue sang this song according to his mood.

Although the language and style are very different from the songs of the Dragon Kingdom, they can still reflect Qin Feiyan's state of mind.

"Strung out in the back of a black car

(Huddled in the back seat of a black car)

“I've got a little too good at breaking hearts

(I'm a little too good at hurting people's sincerity)

"I wonder if I'll ever stop"

(I also want to know when I can give up)

Qin Jue closed his eyes, and his voice was melodious and erratic, like duckweed without roots, and like catkins flying in the wind with nowhere to land.

Hearing the melody with a touch of sadness and self-destruction, Qiao Silin smiled bitterly and continued in a hoarse voice:

“Every time I fall in love

(Every time I fall in love)

“I go and f*ck it up right when it gets good

(Obviously we are in love, but I always mess it up)

"Don't you think it's funny

(Do you think it’s ridiculous?)

"Don't you think it's funny"

(Do you think it’s ridiculous...)

Why, why can't I control myself?

You clearly know that the other person loves you so much, but you are always uneasy and anxious, stirring up trouble over and over again, and insisting on willfully confirming your lover's love through constant quarrels?

While Qiao Silin was in pain, the scene of Qin Feiyan and Su Su teasing each other appeared in Qin Jue's eyes. In another moment, she saw Shen Danqing's beautiful face filled with tears.

“I know I did all the sh*tty things to you

(I know that I always do mean and shameful things to you)

"I said I never ever would

(I said never again)

"But baby, that's so like me

(But dear, this is who I am)

"Yeah Baby, that's so like me"

(Dear, I am so stubborn...)

He had obviously promised to stay together forever, and he knew that she had been in love for twenty years and wanted nothing more than to be together for the rest of his life, but Qin Feiyan was let down in the end.

He didn't even dare to think, if Shen Danqing could hear his excuse for running away, if Shen Danqing could understand his struggle and difficulties of being trapped in the game, would he really be able to go with her as he said in his oath? A lifetime of growing old together?

No matter how loyal Qin Feiyan is, as a max-level player and a lawless existence in the game, facing endless abilities and power, he can really hold on for a lifetime. After Shen Danqing grows old naturally, he will also do it for her. Guarding a lonely grave alone?

He can't do it.

After leaving Shen Danqing twenty years ago, he still couldn't bear the loneliness and wandered around the rivers and lakes to have fun. The audience only saw Su Su and Xue Yu falling in love and breaking their hearts. Little did they know that in these more than 7,300 days, they would be together again. How many bitter lovers are there?

There are no ifs in the world.

Therefore, Qin Feiyan escaped.

He didn't dare to gamble and couldn't afford to gamble.

Therefore, he was retaliated for this, and watched helplessly as Shen Danqing used the most violent methods to force him to never forget her for the rest of his life.

This is the price.

"I don't know why I always run away

(I don’t know why I keep running away)

"I don't know why I always run away

(I don’t know why I keep escaping...)

“What we had was special

(The memories we have are so unique)

"I know what we had was special."

(I know how much we used to envy others)

The lyrics of this song sound extremely hypocritical, and the entire article seems to be defending "scum".

But the fact is that many men and women who fall in love may have difficulties, or they may not know why, so they escape and mess up again and again, and finally hurt the person who loves him/her, and also make themselves bruised and bruised.

After singing this song, Qiao Silin suddenly covered her face with her hands and cried.

"I suck!"

She cried and said, "Ian loves me very much...I know he loves me very much..."

"I have never received sincere love in the past sixteen years. I never thought that being truly deeply loved by someone would make me feel so panicked. He is so good to me, but I am always arguing. I was making trouble, and I had to do it a few times - I saw him stirring up my emotions and feeling the pleasure of being affirmed and loved. Damn it, am I a devil? Why should I do this!"

Qiao Silin pulled her long golden hair in extreme pain, even forgetting that the camera was still there, and couldn't help but lie on the small table and cry bitterly.

"I'm just - I'm the worst girlfriend in the world."

She sobbed, "I desperately tried to win his favor. I disturbed his friends' gatherings. Even though he had his own things to do, I barged in and dragged him to watch movies with me. I asked him to be with me all the time. He pays attention to my private messages and gets angry at him if he doesn’t reply to me for more than a few minutes.”

"But when he makes time for me, I will scold myself crazily, why I don't believe his feelings for me, and why I can't bear to let him be tortured like this...

"I want to run away when he's close, but I get angry when he's not around. How could he have such a difficult girlfriend like me! Oh, I'm so terrible!

"I can't hurt him anymore! I am a devil who has occupied his time and space and tortured his emotions. Why, why can't I express my love for him like a normal person!"

Qiao Silin raised her face, her eyes were all red from crying, tears hung on the tip of her chin, and sometimes dripped down as her shoulders trembled.

"A longing for intimacy and a resistance to intimacy is avoidant attachment... Honey, relax. You're not alone. It's not that bad."

Qin Jue comforted her softly.

Qiao Silin is so young and still an underage girl. Many adults are still unable to handle intimate relationships correctly and appropriately, let alone her?

"Yes. Yes. So I told him let's break up..."

Qiao Silin choked and said, "If you continue to associate with someone like me, I can only bring him pain and misfortune. He is so innocent -"

"But he was so upset!"

A male voice with an obvious American accent suddenly sounded. Qiaoceline opened her eyes wide in horror and looked back, but Ian had already rushed to the bed and hugged her tightly.

"..."

In the midst of the screaming barrage, Qin Jue seemed like a Samoyed who was suddenly kicked while walking on the roadside. He blinked his beady eyes in confusion and confusion, and a question mark floated above his head.

"Josie baby! Oh, I didn't know you thought that, I should have asked you earlier! I've been thinking what I did wrong after you said 'let's break up'!"

Ian hugged Qiao Celine and said uncomfortably, "I love you! I don't want to break up with you!"

Qiaocelyn screamed and tried to push him away, but Ian kissed her like the hero in any romance novel.

"..."

The barrage on both sides exploded all over the screen like a New Year's salute. Qin Jue sighed slowly and put his hand on his forehead.

BGM for this chapter: Sasha Alex Sloan - Runaway [The lyrics and music production information has not been released, it is assumed that I created it]

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