Say Something

I thought for a long time, but I have no idea how to start.

I was going to start with the key points like I did in the previous [June Update Adjustment and Recent Questions Answered], but I found that the specific measures to be explained this time must be placed after the reasons, otherwise it would be unclear, so... I will just talk a few paragraphs first.

The theme of this notice is about "Daytime Rain".

This book has been serialized for nearly two years. It really became popular when "The Crucible" was serialized. I guess there are not many readers who are still following it now who started reading it when "Daytime Rain" was serialized, so they probably don't understand the author's (my) mentality and mental state at that time.

In short, I was annoyed by the harmony.

Because it was just in time for the VIP to be launched, I had to cut a lot of content to write, and I changed many versions before sending it out. Of course, many paragraphs were deleted later. What can be supplemented is said in this chapter. If it really can't be supplemented, I have no choice but to laugh dryly in front of the computer screen and let it go.

Now, the script of "Daytime Rain" has finally come to the official release time.

The reason for such a long interval is that the section of "Entertainment Intern" is very important, long, and detailed (the last one is mainly my fault), so it took a long time to write; secondly, the content of "Daytime Rain" is, to put it bluntly, "not allowed" to be written [in the current environment], so it has to be delayed for a while.

Every time I see readers urging "Daytime Rain", my mood is: I am anxious, I am anxious, I am anxious, I am anxious, don't urge me, I am more anxious than you! If I can write it, do you think I don't want to write it? !

That's it. If you still can't understand this feeling of "opening the author's backstage and seeing the bold red words "Chapter Blocked" on the spot" and "repeatedly revised and submitted for review, but in the end I can only add it to this chapter and said that I will go back to check whether the content can still be seen after a while",

I would like to ask everyone to move to Chapter 589.

Yes, that long paragraph with the content of him being bitten by a dog is the result.

It's so funny. I was so tired of revising this chapter (not a metaphor).

How can someone stop to take a deep breath and eat a capsule just because they wrote something that is not worth anything? Oh, it was butter cheese. That's fine.

"Look to the right, plug your ears, and don't think about the meaning of creation;

"Look forward, cover your eyes, because resistance becomes painful."

-Adapted from Sekai no Owari -《Rafflesia》

So now it's 《Daytime Rain》, I'm going to say this, no one can make me change it.

This book has been taken off the shelves, it's been banned, fine, it's gone.

Don't make me change it.

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I have written some of the main text of 《Daytime Rain》 in private, and the more I write, the more ironic and sad I feel.

Because after writing two sentences, I have to stop and think, think about "can I write this paragraph", or "can I publish this paragraph".

And I happen to be an inspiration player, the kind of person who needs to write in one go to achieve good results.

So I put down the keyboard while writing, I think this is disgusting.

This kind of [The knife has not fallen yet I'll castrate myself first], it's disgusting.

It's like slicing meat, with every cut.

From the end of the "Entertainment Intern" section until I write this notice now, I have always been extremely pessimistic about the upcoming release of "Daytime Rain".

After all, if you think of the best, you are easily hit. If you think of the worst, it will never be as bad as expected, right?

I have prepared myself for the fact that "this book will disappear when "Daytime Rain" is serialized."

I wrote the chapters before "Daytime Rain" with a ridiculous feeling of cherishing.

"Anyway, this book is almost gone, try to write as much as you can. ”

I thought so, and then I felt the pain from the bottom of my heart because every time I wrote more chapters, “the end is closer”. I was like a prisoner sentenced to death, trying to escape and not daring to face it. At some late nights, I thought to myself irritably, “It doesn’t matter, just give me a quick death, it’s better than suffering again and again.”

To be honest, I even thought about stopping at the end of “Entertainment Intern”, and let all the stories stay in that beautiful, safe, and brilliant summer in the book.

…….

(Want to sigh)(Want to smile bitterly)(Tired)(Feel meaningless)(Reach out for tea)(Forget it)(Cyber ​​smokes a cigarette)

What should I say or not, I should actually be calmer, after all, “Because I wrote something that didn’t pass the review, the whole work As for the "disappearance of the Internet" thing... I have experienced it once in my previous book (.)

But the fact is that I am still pessimistic, still painful, still not learning from my mistakes, still stubborn, and still refusing to give up.

Anyway, as long as "Monument of Entertainment" is still there, I will write it.

It is impossible to castrate myself, not in this life.

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Okay, let's stop the meaningless emotional output. Here are the specific strategies or measures to keep the book alive as much as possible during the serialization of "Daytime Rain" without cutting content during the creation stage:

1. Each chapter will be split into 1,000 words. The reason is simple, eggs cannot be put in the same basket. If a 6,000-word chapter is directly blocked and cannot be changed, then (spreading hands)

2. You may see a lot of typos. Including but not limited to "深圳" and "红果", these are of course intentional. I won't go into details about the reasons.

(But in fact, I feel uncomfortable writing this way, as if ants are crawling all over my body, so it is very likely that the final result will still be stubborn)

3. During the serialization period, many chapters may be released at once, or there may be a sudden interruption.

Because the more frequent the interruption, the more obscure the book is, and the more obscure it is, the less recommended it is. The fewer recommended positions and exposure, the safer it is. A small transparent person may be able to live in a shabby wooden house and eat a few bites of food - at least that's what I pray for.

The above three points will undoubtedly sacrifice the reading experience. I know, I know, I wish Bangbang would knock down two kowtows to you and me on the spot, but to be honest:

[Readers] and [Authors] have no obligation or responsibility to pay for the current creative environment.

So as a victim of ______, I won't say anything about apology.

You can understand or not understand, you can buy a standing ticket overnight and abandon the book and run away, you can say it is unnecessary, you can scold me for being overly sensitive, you can accuse me of taking myself too seriously, it's all fine anyway, this is your freedom.

Then the following are the measures for "results":

1. If the chapter is missing, it means it has been blocked, [all blocked content will not be supplemented this time], please find a channel to check it yourself.

Because the process of unblocking is to modify the content, resubmit for review, wait 48 hours, and each time you modify and submit for review, you can only modify one chapter, and you have to wait two days to modify other chapters. I can't afford it, and I don't want to waste it.

2. If the chapter is still there but the content is deleted, the upper and lower paragraphs read strangely and obviously can't connect, I will supplement it in the chapter. But [it is still recommended to finish reading as soon as possible], because hoarding books will become a victim of genuine products, of course, if you don't mind, I have no problem.

3. If this book is 404 to the outside, but readers who have added it to the bookshelf can still read it, I can still continue to update it in the background, so I will continue to write.

4. If this book is gone both internally and externally, then

Thank you in advance for your companionship and support so far. I, Butter Cheese, am very honored to meet all of you through this book. I wish you all to face setbacks and difficulties with a hundred times more courage in your future life/work/study, to move forward firmly towards your goals or directions, to be healthy and avoid frequent depression and anxiety, to still have the ability to love and be loved, to have the conditions and mood to take a long rest when it is time to rest, and to regain the spirit, fighting spirit and boiling energy that should be there when moving forward again.

May everything be fine and everything be safe.

When the docks are finally shut down, the mountains are high and the waters are long, and we will meet again by chance.

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Next, I will enjoy the last time of serializing the script with a mood of seeing death as home.

I hesitated for a long time before writing this notice, because readers don’t have to bear these messy author’s mental journeys at all, but if the situation really develops to the worst side, and this book disappears extremely abruptly, I think I still have to give everyone an advance explanation.

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I hope more than anyone that I am making a fuss about nothing.

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Then, two days later, "Daytime Rain".

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The first update will be at 8pm on November 9. For details of subsequent updates, please see the post notification.

These words that have been held back for months or even half a year have finally been said, and my precarious mental state has improved a little (.

Also, although it is unnecessary, I will explain: I will take two days off to adjust my state, and stop updating to ensure safety.