Chapter 417 He Left, She Was Relieved but Also Heartbroken

"A-Li... tell me, how do you feel when A-Nian leaves?"

She likes both Ah Nian and Xiao Bai, right?

But to a certain extent, they are obviously the same person.

However, Sang Xia didn't want her to fall in love with A-Nian.

And Ah Nian probably doesn’t want to either.

The loss of control that day was just a last resort.

As soon as Sang Xia's words came out, Su Li left her, looked drunk, smiled, raised his head and laughed, then turned over and continued to fall on the sofa, crying with tears of laughter, "What a feeling, I am so damn relieved! "

Why wouldn't it be a relief.

You don’t have to worry about it anymore.

No more pain.

"But, but..." she choked and spoke, and the sarcastic smile a moment ago disappeared. She lowered her head again, clenched her fists and blocked her chest, her voice was hoarse and helpless like a little animal, " But when I turned around, my heart was as sharp as a knife."

he is gone.

For a moment, I felt relieved, and when I turned around, my heart felt like a knife.

Uncontrollable twitching pain.

Why did he just leave, just leave like that.

Wasn’t it just a fucking forced kiss from back then? Why is he so hopeless!

Why don’t you dare to face yourself again!

Su Li burst into tears and runny nose. She sat up and held her mobile phone, her fingertips trembling, "I shouldn't test him, I shouldn't pretend to be drunk and have someone call him to pick me up, otherwise I didn’t know that I would be so fucking conceited!!!”

Su Li said, and in the end he was so excited that he threw the phone away.

It hit the ground with a bang and broke into pieces!

Sangxia couldn't say anything anymore.

She just looked at Su Li who was roaring manically and venting his anger. She knew that this was her fate.

Whether it was Chen Nianbai or Ah Nian.

This is a fate she cannot escape.

After a long time, Sang Xia suddenly asked Su Li, "A Li, if the person you love won't stay with you for a long time and only has a little time, will you choose to love her, even if it will... hurt your heart in the future? "

Su Li pursed her lips tightly, her eyelashes trembling, and said without thinking, "Yes, why not? I am a person who lives in the moment."

Tears fell.

"But, what's the use of talking about it now? Everyone I love has left me. My life now is not only about the present, but also about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow. Every day is meaningless."

Like the walking dead.

She murmured, her voice hoarse, letting tears fall into her hands, and a desolate smile appeared on her lips.

No matter how dazzling she is on the outside, the emptiness and loneliness inside can't be filled, it's just a skin.

Sangxia fell silent.

Maybe everyone chooses to treat Su Li in a way that they think is good for her, but no one has ever thought about her own wishes.

And now Sangxia knows.

She doesn't want to.

Not willing.

After a long time, Sang Xia held her hand, took a deep breath, looked at her, and said slowly, "A-Li, go, A-Nian will not leave you, don't you just like him, no matter he is a bodyguard?" Anyway, you love him, that's enough, don't torture yourself anymore..."

When she said this, her breath froze slightly, "Besides, you have to know that Xiaobai loves you so much, and he also hopes that you will be happy."

Sangxia couldn't help it.

She didn't want to break her promise just because the other party was Chen Nianbai.

And, the most important thing is——