Chapter 191 Healing and Fulfillment! ! ! !

"sorry……"

Bo Yi looked over weakly, opened his lips slightly, and said this.

"Stop apologizing, Boyi, you are not wrong."

None of us.

"Sang Sang..." Bo Yi softly called her name, obsessed, lingering, and nostalgic.

"I have something... I want to tell you."

Sangxia sat back next to him and watched as he stretched out his hand as if to touch her. She fluttered her eyelashes slightly and held his hand.

She has feelings for Bo Yi.

But this has nothing to do with the love between men and women.

Bo Yi once saved her, gave her comfort, and gave her a lot of happiness. Even if they were not lovers, deep down they already regarded him as a relative.

She wanted him to have a better life than anyone else.

"You said it, I'm listening."

Sangxia responded in a low voice.

Although Bo Yi looked very weak, his eyes always fell on her face. Feeling the warmth of her hand, he closed his eyes slightly and said weakly: "...Don't be afraid, Sangsang...I didn't do such a thing because of you..."

Upon hearing this, Sang Xia held his hand tightly and asked with unsteady breath, "Bo Yi, is this the key? No matter what the reason is, you can't commit suicide."

A faint smile seemed to appear on the corner of Bo Yi's lips. He still closed his eyes, but slowly uttered these words from his pale lips: "But, I am so tired..."

He was really tired.

"I just want to be selfish for a while and not think about others."

"But this isn't—"

"Sangsang..."

Before she finished speaking, Boyi interrupted her with a weak voice. He opened his eyes and looked at her for a moment, with a bitter smile on his lips, "But I can't control the other person inside me... I The treatment is useless, no matter how hard I try...it won't get better...I don't want him to hurt others anymore...that's not me, not me..."

At the end of his speech, his eyes, which were always clear and indifferent, turned red.

He squeezed her hand tightly.

He tried his best, he didn't want to do it.

But he couldn't change, he was exhausted physically and mentally.

The pain spread in Sangxia's heart. Even though she could not experience his pain personally, she knew that the feeling must be very uncomfortable.

"Bo Yi, there is no need for treatment. You are fine. What's wrong with the split personality? Maybe he is not as terrible as you think. Isn't it good to try to accept him? Let's divert our attention and don't think about these bad things. Everything will be fine. Get better, promise me not to do stupid things again, okay?"

Bo Yi saw the red tip of Sang Xia's nose and red eyes. Seeing this, his voice became slightly hoarse and finally choked with sobs, "...Okay."

All this was not what he wanted to see.

He committed suicide because he was physically and mentally exhausted. He didn't want another personality to appear and hurt others and torture himself, but he didn't want to see her cry even more.

"Sangsang..."

"Um?"

"I... want to ask you a question..."

"you say."

Bo Yi held her hand tightly, "Are you...how are you doing now?"

Is she happy after being with Rong Zhan?

In fact, Bo Yi was jealous. How could he not be jealous? In fact, when he saw the last words Sang Xia said during that game, he knew the answer in his heart.

It's just that it's fake not to feel heartache. He is complicated and gratified when he finds happiness from someone else when he loves a woman who cannot give her happiness.

He just never thought that Rong Zhan would really do it.

He was jealous of him.

"Bo Yi, I'm having a great time." Sang Xia didn't want to lie to him or anyone else.

Boyi: "..."

After a while, he chuckled, as if he was a little relieved, "I was afraid that he would treat you badly. It seems... I was worrying too much."

"Are you going to be okay?"

"If you live well, I will live well."

The two looked at each other, and Sangxia saw herself in his eyes, and her eyes turned red with a smile.

"Sang Sang, actually, I have something very important to say to you..."