Chapter 1175: The Unknown Events of Those Years (2)

He was afraid to face his brother who could no longer stand up, to face his parents who loved him, to face everyone's disappointment and accusations, because he hated himself, and guilt accompanied him throughout his life.

And that accident happened because he had a quarrel with his father, and his brother came to dissuade him, but he pushed him away in anger, which led to an irreversible situation.

Rong Zhan also knew that he could not make up for it. Even if his brother would forgive him, he would carry guilt and regret for the rest of his life.

Maybe everyone is not a bad person, and it is not his brother's fault that his parents love his brother more. Everyone just has a different position, so they see things from different angles. When he recalled the scenes from the beginning, he would still be accompanied by many personal emotions.

It's just that after experiencing all this, the most profound feeling he had was that he probably learned how to be a good father.

He didn't dare to say anything.

It's just that he never wanted his children to be like him, with a stiff and bad relationship with their father, and there were only quarrels and dislike and impatience with each other.

No matter what the children are like, they should not only focus on the surface in front of them, but should seriously pay attention to their hearts.

He grew up healthy, but he was repressed and jealous when he was a child, and rebellious and stubborn when he was a teenager. Who caused these? The shadow in his heart will never be erased in his life.

Rong Zhan didn't want to think about it anymore. When he said this, he looked at Youyou's pale face and distressed look, and he lowered his eyes and left directly.

At the moment of leaving, a sentence came to his mind.

"You can only feel sorry for someone if you care about him."

There is really nothing wrong with it.

This sentence was mentioned by Sang Xia a long time ago when he was accused of causing his brother to be wheelchair-bound forever and unable to stand up again.

At that time, his wife didn't love him and hated him very much.

Everyone has his own position. Although he accidentally pushed his brother down the stairs, even if it was not intentional, he was the culprit. He had to carry such a heavy burden for his whole life, but unless he had to make himself disabled, could he offset all this? Do you have to die to make up for doing something wrong? Can't you have your own happiness for the rest of your life?

How much torment and pain he has in his heart, of course, people who don't care about him can't feel it.

On the contrary, people who love Jun Hang will also be heartbroken because of Jun Hang's accident and deafness.

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Youyou really didn't know anything about Jun Hang's deafness in his left ear.

Of course, Youyou thought that there was no special need for Jun Hang to tell her about this, and he probably didn't want others to know that in addition to his leg disability, he also had a deaf ear.

I have to admit that such a Jun Hang really made her feel so distressed that she couldn't breathe.

It's not a saintly heart, but it's really unfair for him to love someone. Jun Hang is so good, why does God let him bear so much?

Compared to the so-called love, a person's body is the most important thing after all.

When Xiao Ye learned about Jun Hang's deafness, she, who had always been chattering, became quiet.

"Youyou, you said Jun Hang is back, is that really Jun Hang brother? If it's true, why doesn't he return to the base?"

Youyou shook her head slightly when she heard it, "I don't know, in fact..."