Chapter 13 In Vain
"Sister, don't be sad, you still have me in this family." Jian Jialang took Jian Sangyu to the dessert area, and taking advantage of his height being a little taller than Jian Sangyu, he raised his hand and patted Jian Sangyu's head to comfort her For a moment, "You will always be my sister."
Jian Sangyu hooked the corners of her lips, smiled softly and shook her head, seeing Jian Jialang's friend calling Jian Jialang not far away, she pushed him out and let him play with him.
Jian Sangyu looked at the home where she grew up and got married with a glass of wine. In the past, this was her haven, but now, it made her feel depressed and wanted to escape.
The reason why she married Gu Chen when she reached the legal age to obtain the certificate was because she couldn't wait to escape from this suffocating home.
She doesn't love Gu Chen, so she naturally knows that Gu Chen doesn't love her either. Gu Chen married her because of responsibility, because the two had a marriage contract since they were young, and she married Gu Chen because she had no choice but Gu Chen. , no one can save her from the deep mud of Jane's family.
It is also to firmly grasp the marriage with Gu Chen, she has been playing the role of Gu Chen's wife, and demands herself according to the standard of a good wife
She and Gu Chen have been married for many years, she failed to fall in love with Gu Chen, and Gu Chen also failed to fall in love with her.
But Jian Sangyu knew that Gu Chen was a very responsible person, if she married Gu Chen, as long as she was careful and made no mistakes, the marriage could last for a lifetime.
Even if there is no child, even if she and Gu Chen can't see each other several times a year.
But it doesn't matter, as long as her marriage with Gu Chen is still there, she will always have a home in this world, a home that truly belongs to her.
Jian Sangyu has been acting since she was sixteen years old, playing the role of the child her parents and elders like, and the wife Gu Chen, who is old-fashioned, would like. After acting for a long time, the mask will almost not come off.
Jian Sangyu wants to divorce Gu Chen because she hates acting, living a cautious life, and herself who lives to please others all the time.
It took Jian Sangyu a long time to realize that everything she did was in vain.
Those who don't love her will not look at her more because of her changes, and those who don't love her will not pity her more because of her grievances.
She can't stop those who want to take back after giving.
Jian Sangyu looked at Jian Jiayue who came downstairs in a different dress, met her gaze, Jian Sangyu even raised his glass of wine towards her from a distance.
In Jian Sangyu's eyes, no matter how expensive dresses Jian Jiayue wears, how many precious jewelry she wears, how much precious red wine she drinks, and how reserved she smiles, there will always be a lingering rusticity about her.
It is very similar to Jian Jiayue's previous name.
Jian Sangyu thought hard for a long time before she remembered Jian Jiayue's previous name, which seemed to be Chen Chunhua.
The name Jian Jiayue was changed after she returned to Jian's house, probably to scare her off, so she deliberately added the same word as Jian Jialang, Jia.
Jian Jiayue, Jian Jialang, only she is Jian Sangyu, which looks like an outsider's name.
Gu Chen managed to break free from the crowd. He was tired of dealing with human relations, but he had to follow Jian's father to deal with it. For Jian Sangyu's sake, he also had to show Jian's father face.
It's just that he kept a cold face the whole time, and when he found a chance to leave, he searched around the living room, and then found that flirtatious figure in a corner of the dessert area.
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small theater
Great Demon King: Empress Jane, do you like the current Chief Gu or the former Chief Gu.
Queen Jane rests her chin: I don't like any of them.
President Gu: ...you will die if you like it?
Great Demon King: You must choose one.
Queen Jane: That's still the former Chief Gu.
Big Devil: Why?
Queen Jane: Dealing with him once in three to five months and being tossed by him twice in three days would make a fool know to choose the former.
Chief Gu: ...
Big Devil: President Gu, do you like the old Jian Sangyu or the current Jian Sangyu?
Chief Gu: Don’t the previous ones and the current ones all belong to me?
Jian Sangyu: ...
Big Demon King: Answering questions in violation of the rules, throwing him into a small black room.
There is another one around eight o'clock in the evening.