Chapter 141 The Ninth Watch Is over, I Hate Myself.

I really admire myself. I was able to write the ninth update. I vomited blood from the fight, and I was in a cold state, and I was overdrawn.

I also hate myself.

There are two kinds of book writers, one is talented, the writing is like a spring, and there is no need to conceive too much, just write it by hand, and it often touches people's hearts and makes people want to stop.

One is the lack of talent, no matter how conceived, how delicate, the writing is like lukewarm water, unable to impress others, only intoxicating oneself.

I just have no talent and low comprehension. After so many years of writing, my level is still very average. I am struggling. If I don’t like to write and have everyone’s support, I really can’t keep going. Life is too difficult.

Since the writing is mediocre, if you want to get a monthly pass, you have to work harder, so you have to work hard.

Every time I watched other masters write an update leisurely and contentedly, and the monthly ticket soared, I hated my incompetence more and more.

But no matter how much you hate yourself, the reality is like this, and you can’t change it. If you want a monthly ticket, you can only write desperately. Who will make yourself incompetent? There is no way to please.

Seeing the monthly pass rising like a snail, I feel very similar to myself. If I climb too slowly, I can't stop, and I have to work hard.

The new book monthly ticket list is too important for a book. It is an opportunity to show yourself. If you can’t make it into the top ten, people don’t even know that you have a new book on the shelves, and they won’t read it. It will be even worse, so you can only ask for a monthly ticket. Fight to be in the top ten, shown on the leaderboard.

So I worked my ass off and wrote nine updates, otherwise it would be even worse, and my grades would be terrible, and I would really drink the northwest wind.

I earnestly need everyone’s support and encouragement. Please vote for me. This vote is very important. For me, it is related to the fate of this book and the standard of living in the next year or even two years.