Chapter 4310: A Pathetic Person

This time he lost to Zhang Tianshi, but deep in his heart, Xiao Huaili never considered himself a loser.

Others are not qualified to interrogate him. If you don't know someone's past, you can't blame his present. Xiao Huaili spit out a large mouthful of blood again and laughed wildly.

"Have you ever felt that you can't make a name for yourself in your life, living under the shadow of others, and you are inferior no matter what you do. No one has ever praised you, and no one will affirm your strength."

"Are you talking about your brother Xiao Huaiyi?"

"You have seen him before, and you know how good he is. Even in the eyes of the tribe, he is the hope of our Xiao tribe, the patron saint of the Xiao tribe."

Xiao Huaili recalled the past, just like he had targeted Xiao Cang before, completely treating Xiao Cang as an outsider, and not giving Xiao Cang a fair and equal opportunity.

They are all members of the Xiao tribe, why are there such big differences between people? He doesn't understand this, and he doesn't understand the selfish thoughts in the hearts of humans.

He clearly remembered that once, Xiao Qian needed to appoint someone to go out on a mission. This mission was very important. Once completed, it would definitely establish his position in the Xiao clan.

After his elder brother died, Xiao Huaili had been looking for opportunities to show his ability, thinking of relying on his own abilities to compete with Xiao Huaiyi. They were all members of the Xiao clan, so why couldn't he do it himself?

He seized this opportunity. Without any expression from the four brothers present, Xiao Huaili stood up on his own and expressed his willingness to share his father's worries and hoped to assign this task to him.

This was the first time that Xiao Huaili was so active. He clearly remembered the expressions on everyone's faces, some were surprised and jealous, and Xiao Huaiyi, who was sitting aside with a calm face, seemed to have no intention of competing in his heart.

However, next, Xiao Qian's eyes automatically moved away from Xiao Huaili, as if he didn't see him, and walked directly to him and handed the task to Xiao Huaiyi.

This feeling was like being slapped hard in front of everyone. His initiative and enthusiasm were exchanged for Xiao Huaizhi's ridicule. At that moment, Xiao Huaili clenched his fists and wanted to punch him.

Then he stood in front of Xiao Qian and asked why, why he had stood up, but his father ignored his existence. The brothers and others did not express their opinions, but handed the task to their elder brother.

Could it be that in order to cultivate Xiao Huaiyi, things could be biased to this extent? Xiao Huaili was very unwilling, but in the end he still endured it. If he showed too much at that time, he would lose the opportunity forever.

"Huai Li, you should practice in seclusion in the clan. I will be back after a trip. I hope you can gain something when I come back."

Xiao Huaiyi smiled slightly and patted Xiao Huaili on the shoulder gently. He trusted his brother and did not notice that Xiao Huaili's face became extremely gloomy.

Xiao Huaili, who was so humiliated in his heart, remained calm and did not continue to fight for it. Instead, he left alone silently. From then on, he understood a truth that what he wanted could not be given by others.

Only with a strong fist can you get everything you want. It was at that time that Xiao Huaili's state of mind changed.

"From childhood to adulthood, no matter what he does, Xiao Huaiyi is always better than me. For the same technique, he only needs one day to comprehend and learn it, while I need more than ten days to get started."

Xiao Huaiyi said angrily. This feeling is indescribable. It seems that the students nowadays, the ones praised by their parents, are always other people's children, and have nothing to do with them.

They turn a blind eye to your efforts, but at the last moment, they stand up and comment a few words. Moreover, some people among the clansmen regard Xiao Huaili as a ruler to measure Xiao Huaiyi's growth rate.

In the end, his ruler could never measure the height of his brother. He became a tool for mutual comparison, and his heart became darker, breeding the shadow of the inner demon.

"So, when you followed Xiao Huaiyi to my Qingyun Temple that day, you actually had a demon in your heart, right?"

Zhang Tianshi recalled the scene at that time and finally understood why Xiao Huaili had no interest in the Jingxin Jue he created.

Originally, the purpose of this Jingxin Jue was to restrain the inner demon and keep oneself calm. Only by emptying oneself and abandoning all distractions can one achieve the so-called Jingxin.

At that time, Xiao Huaiyi only took half an hour to learn the Jingxin Jue, which was a mental method that was of great help in cultivation, but Xiao Huaili had no interest in it and even showed disgust.

Now I finally understand the inside story. It’s all my fault for being careless. How could I miss such details? If I had noticed it in time, perhaps the previous tragedy would not have happened.

"That's right! I live in darkness, with nothing to accompany me, and no one worthy of my trust. The only one who understands me is the inner demon that was born."

"Demons are born from the heart. Do you know that all this is caused by your greed and obsession in your heart, and what you pursue is nothing but nothing."

Zhang Tianshi's words not only did not make Xiao Huaili reflect on his mistakes, but made Xiao Huaili think that the people around him were all idiots. They put such a powerful force without using it, but they had to blame something.

"What do you know? With my strength and the speed at which I practice, I will never be able to catch up with him even if I spend my whole life."

Xiao Huaiyi is extremely gifted, far superior to Xiao Huaili. For the same practice, Xiao Huaiyi can achieve the effect in one day, but he needs a week to achieve it.

Moreover, such a gap becomes larger and larger as time goes by, and finally becomes a natural chasm, a gap that can never be crossed.

In the early days of the birth of the inner demon, Xiao Huaili also refused. He did not want to rely on such external forces to make himself stronger, but he finally failed to survive the temptation of the inner demon and finally walked on this road.

"I can only catch up with his pace by integrating the power of the inner demon. Even with the inner demon, it took more than 20 years. I can't wait for all this."

Xiao Huaili smiled grimly. After understanding the reason for all this, Zhang Tianshi felt that this person was really pathetic.

Just for the obsession in his heart, he finally became like this. His good future was completely ruined, and he went further and further on this road of making mistakes. In the end, even he himself probably couldn't think of what kind of person he would become.

He wanted to say that people are different, and everyone's talents and destiny have been destined from the moment of birth. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. Xiao Huaili never understood this truth.

He kept competing with others and wanted to gain recognition from others, but he didn't know how much others had paid. It was because of this resentment that he killed his brother and betrayed the Xiao clan.