Chapter 23 Hi!
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"You are... courting death."
There was a black luster in the depths of Zhou Ze's eyes. At this moment, he was very angry.
Yes, he is a magpie's nest and a dove,
but,
So what happened!
I'm going to take your body to continue living, can you stop it?
your revenge,
Just to suddenly stimulate me to use force on your wife?
That's it for a break.
Zhou Ze spread out his right hand, and his black nails slowly grew, surrounded by strands of black mist.
Many times, the real solution to a problem depends on where you sit, which is where you stand.
On Zhou Ze's side, there is absolutely no way to distinguish right from wrong. If he wants to live, as long as all actions based on this premise are correct, otherwise, everything will be meaningless.
Lost its meaning, is it correct or not necessary to exist?
"No matter where you hide, I will catch you out, even if...you hide in this body!"
Zhou Ze's face began to twist, and his nails began to pinch into his chest.
"hiss…………"
The severe pain was accompanied by uncontrollable convulsions, Zhou Ze shuddered and fell to his knees directly on the ground.
He opened his mouth,
Looking a little bewildered,
not there,
Not at all!
why,
He just verified that his soul was almost crushed by himself. In this body, there is only Zhou Ze's only soul, Xu Le, which does not exist at all!
Zhou Ze climbed up and stood up again. Looking at the broken mirror, it was still his face. This time, after waiting for a long time, the people in the mirror did not change in the slightest.
Xu Le, it has long ceased to exist.
So, everything I did to Dr. Lin before was driven by my nature?
Do not,
This is impossible,
impossible!
It cannot be so.
For the first time, Zhou Ze felt that the self in the mirror was so unfamiliar, not because he changed his body and changed his face, but because his heart, his soul, seemed to be the same as his original self-awareness.
fundamentally different.
Body and soul, which one is the real self?
From ancient times to the present, many great poets and thinkers at home and abroad have actually given a similar answer. The body will change and decay, but the soul can last forever.
It can be noble, it can be remembered, it can always shine in the long history.
Zhou Ze also thinks that he is still Zhou Ze, still the original self. Right now, it's just that his body has changed, but he still thinks he is Zhou Ze.
at the moment,
He started to be afraid,
Because since Xu Le's soul no longer exists,
This also means,
The one who changed...is he himself?
………………
"Go to sleep, darling."
"Well, I took my daughter to rest first, and you finished your rest earlier."
"Okay, wait until I revise this treatment plan."
Wang Ke twisted his neck slightly and yawned. He was really sleepy, but he had to finish the work at hand. He was only in his early thirties, and there were already a lot of white hair on his head.
Men of this age are the most embarrassed. They don't work hard, and they are too early for retirement. If they work hard, their bodies will slowly go downhill.
"Ding ding ding... ding ding ding..."
Wang Ke frowned slightly, it's so late, there are still people visiting?
He walked to the entrance, glanced at the man wearing a black coat standing outside the door in the video, and asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"
"I'm looking for Wang Ke, a friend introduced me."
"I'm sorry, if you have something to do, you can make an appointment with my assistant. I'm usually at home..."
"Zhou Ze introduced me," said the man outside the door.
Hearing the name, Wang Ke was stunned for a moment, then opened the door.
The other party looked a little young, maybe only twenty-five years old.
"Come in." Wang Ke motioned for the other party to come in, and made him a cup of tea and put it on the coffee table.
Zhou Ze sat on the sofa and looked at his former friend.
He still hasn't changed, he is still working hard in his own industry. As children who grew up together in an orphanage, they have had a good relationship since childhood, and in the opinion of the old dean, the two of them are considered to have grown up in the orphanage in recent years. One of the most promising children out of the orphanage.
Zhou Ze was the deputy director of the hospital at a young age, and Wang Ke already had his own psychiatric clinic, not a small store in a cramped location, but next to the downtown South Street in the hearts of Tongcheng people.
Even this villa is by no means affordable for ordinary people.
"Do you know Zhou Ze?" Wang Ke asked first.
"Well, I've been dead for half a year." Zhou Ze replied, then picked up the teacup and took a sip. He still likes Maojian, and the taste has not changed.
"Look for me, what's the matter?"
"see a doctor."
"Look
sick? "Wang Ke coughed, "You can make an appointment. "
"Very urgent." Zhou Ze looked into Wang Ke's eyes, "Very urgent."
Wang Ke was silent, then smiled, nodded, got up, and said, "Please come to the study with me."
No matter whether the other party's surprise visit is disrespectful or not, and whether the other party's request is abrupt or not, since the other party said that he is Zhou Ze's friend, Wang Ke has no reason and no way to shirk.
Zhou Ze sat in Wang Ke's study for a while, and Wang Ke came in wearing white clothes, which showed his solemnity.
"Tell me about your situation." Wang Ke turned the pen in his hand. It was a dark gold pen, which was very eye-catching under the light of the study.
Zhou Ze shook his head slowly, "Don't hypnotize me, even shallow hypnosis."
Wang Ke nodded and put down the pen.
"I may have... a split personality." Zhou Ze organized his own words.
"Be more specific." Wang Ke asked.
"I feel that there is another person's character in my body. To be precise, at a certain moment, that person's temperament will suddenly affect me in doing things, and I can clearly perceive that it is definitely not me. things that should be done.
I've always been...a very disciplined person. "
"Signs of split personality?" Wang Ke narrowed his eyes, "How long has it been?"
"Recently."
"Well, on this piece of paper, draw your second personality, and you can draw his appearance based on your own feelings, even if you have never seen his real appearance."
Wang Ke brought a piece of white paper and the pen to Zhou Ze.
"Second personality?" Zhou Ze asked.
"Yes." Wang Ke nodded.
"But...Strictly speaking, I'm the second personality." Zhou Ze pointed to himself, "The person who came out to make trouble now should be the original personality of this body."
Wang Ke's eyes narrowed and he began to re-examine Zhou Ze.
"You mean, your current state is the second personality?"
"According to your theory, it should be." Zhou Ze replied.
Originally, the owner of this body was Xu Le, and Zhou Ze was an outsider, so Zhou Ze belonged to the second personality.
"You already killed him?" Wang Ke asked with interest, he seemed... a little excited.
"Forget it, and I'm sure he's gone." Zhou Ze replied.
"Then this is actually a murder." Wang Ke reminded, "Although there is no legal way to judge your behavior, nor to characterize your behavior, I still have to sit here and punish you. condemn."
"And after the condemnation is over?"
"You came to me to find a way to completely get rid of the influence of the first personality on you?"
"Yes."
Wang Ke started turning the pen again, this time not for hypnosis, but because he was thinking.
"I don't know if I should help you, because from my point of view, you killed a 'person' that originally existed, and if I help you, I am helping you destroy the corpse and destroy the traces, and I will become an accomplice. ."
"Help me." Zhou Ze said.
"I need to think about it." Wang Ke pondered.
"You don't need to think about it, help me." Zhou Ze urged, and then Zhou Ze said again, "Brother Erdan."
When the "Brother Erdan" said, Wang Ke's expression suddenly changed, and he was a little surprised: "Did Zhou Ze even tell you this?"
Zhou Ze nodded.
Wang Ke raised his head, a little confused, but he gritted his teeth and began to pick up the pen to write the list:
"I'll prescribe some medicines for you. These medicines are actually just auxiliary, which can help you stabilize your mood and assist your sleep."
"Then there is no need to open it." Zhou Ze said.
"The most important step is that you need to change the environment." Wang Ke ignored Zhou Ze's previous words, wrote the list and continued: "Get rid of the social relationship that your first personality originally lived in, and reconstruct your own society. relation.
Many people think that people's thoughts are only pinned on the soul, although it is still unknown whether there is a soul in this world, that is, whether there is a ghost.
But this statement itself is inaccurate. In fact, our body, our muscles, our eyes, including many, many parts and organs can actually store a person's 'soul', this 'soul' and the soul in a broad sense different.
It refers to the "muscle memory" and "psychological cues" that athletes create through countless repetitions. You can understand it as a kind of inertia.
You are the second personality, killing the first personality,
But this body, after all, has been in the hands of the first personality for too long. It has its own inertia and its own memory. Sometimes the reason why you suddenly make an inexplicable choice makes you feel shocked and surprised afterwards. , so that you have the illusion that the first personality still exists and is still making trouble,
It is for this reason.
First cut off all your current interpersonal networks, build your own life circle, let this body begin to adapt to you again, offset the previous inertia, and the problem will be solved.
In fact, your current situation is not serious, your thinking logic is very clear, and overcoming it is only a matter of time. "Wang Ke smiled.
At this time, someone knocked on the door outside the study,
"Honey, there are guests
What? "
"Yes, pour me two more cups of coffee."
"OK."
Zhou Ze thought of Dr. Lin, his father-in-law, mother-in-law, and sister-in-law,
indeed,
In the beginning, he rejected that person's relationship, and even wanted to cut it off a long time ago.
But I don't know when it started
She doesn't sleep with me anyway,
Instead, it became your own obsession?
"How long will it take to cut off the relationship?" Zhou Ze asked.
"It won't take long." Wang Ke shrugged, looking very relaxed, "I have been watching you since you entered the door, how do you feel about you?
You are the second personality, but I think you are the most thorough case of the second personality killing the first personality I have ever seen.
It's like... the revival of the soul in ancient ghost novels, it's very crisp, very agile, and can even be described by the word "perfect".
Now, you can understand that the slight side effects of a medicine you take can be overcome with your own immunity, maybe, it will only take two or three months.
After that, you can pick up the old relationship again and there will be no problem. "
Zhou Ze nodded, "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Coffee here."
The study door was pushed open, and a woman came in with two cups of coffee and put it on the desk.
Zhou Ze looked at the woman, and the woman also looked at Zhou Ze.
next moment,
Zhou Ze's mind suddenly moved, and the woman's face changed suddenly.
"What, you know each other?" Wang Ke asked.
"Well, he is Dr. Lin's husband, Xu Le." The woman replied.
"Ah?" Wang Ke stood up in surprise.
I took the initiative to come over and shake hands with Zhou Ze to express my gratitude,
The man in front of him before was a patient who was deceased to give a brief introduction. Now, he is the savior of his daughter, and the relationship is naturally closer.
Zhou Ze dealt with it perfunctorily, thinking in his mind whether he should remind himself that his wife, who is devoted to her career, has recently been addicted to the indescribable "hair perm" activity?
After thinking about it, let's wait for an anonymous reminder after leaving, although the two of them have been devoted to their careers because they know each other's personalities after joining the job, so they will not disturb each other.
Friendship and childhood memories haven't changed, but they never had the habit of drinking, drinking, drinking tea and chatting together. In fact, if it wasn't for the troublesome problem this time, Zhou Ze would not have come to Wang Ke. .
He is married, Zhou Ze doesn't know, he has a child, Zhou Ze doesn't know either, but when you need help, report your name, and the other party will definitely agree.
Wang Ke and his wife sent Zhou Ze out of the house together, but Zhou Ze rejected Wang Ke's kindness to drive him back.
"Honey, what did he come to you for?"
"See a doctor." Wang Ke replied, "You said that he runs a bookstore?"
"Well, a bookstore like a tea party."
"Okay, I'll take a look when I get a chance."
…………
Zhou Ze just walked out of the villa,
Suddenly feeling something, he stopped, turned around, and looked at the villa behind him.
On the balcony of the villa,
Standing a little loli,
She was holding her white bear doll, wearing red pajamas, and standing outside blowing in the wind.
Her hair fluttered and her skirt fluttered, but she remained motionless, seemingly unaware.
just those eyes,
Always fall on yourself.
Zhou Ze's face was solemn at first, and his body was a little tight.
But slowly, the tension began to fade, and the pressure on Xu Le's heart was relieved by the conversation just now, and Zhou Ze was very relaxed.
However, what made Zhou Ze feel a little awkward was that,
It seems that he not only wants to remind himself of the question about his wife,
his daughter,
There seems to be a problem too.
Silently, Zhou Ze felt small to himself in the bottom of his heart,
Some distressed.
What sins did you do in your last life to have such a "happy" family.
Thinking of this, Zhou Ze's mouth showed a wry smile.
The next moment, facing the eyes of the little loli on the balcony in the distance,
Zhou Ze raised his hand,
Waved in that direction:
said:
"Hi."
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