Two Hundred and Ninety-Three The Feeling of Love (1)

She looked at him flatteringly, "Don't be angry. In the past, when I was pregnant with Dabai and raising Dabai by myself, Weiyang was always with me. Without her, I don't know how difficult my life would be."

"I know..." Bai Yeqing took a deep breath and adjusted his breathing. After a while, he calmed down and said, "Yichen, I will ask again. If he is really married, let your friend get married earlier. Give up."

Xia Xingchen was helpless. If you can really say that you will give up, how can this relationship last for more than ten years?

…

The car drove all the way to the community of small rental houses.

Fortunately, it was a cold day and not many people were walking around at night. Therefore, not many people can see such a convoy in the community.

Xia Xingchen did not dare to stay longer, said goodbye to him, and hurriedly ran out of the car.

Bai Yeqing's eyes were always on the rearview mirror, watching her figure running into the community, watching her turn around and wave to him in the wind, and after turning around and going in, no one was seen again, so he slowly opened his eyes and asked the driver Keep driving.

Obviously, tonight, she had someone to accompany her, but he would have to sleep alone.

………………

Xia Xingchen knocked on the door for a long time before Chi Weiyang came to open the door. As soon as she entered, she was shocked by the mess inside.

The ground was a mess.

Photos, books, and papers were scattered everywhere. There were empty wine bottles beside it.

"What are you doing? Destroying the house?"

Chi Weiyang was wrapped in cotton pajamas and sat on the ground in a daze, as if she didn't know how cold it was.

"Don't sit on the ground like this, it's not good for your health." Xia Xingchen took a lot of effort to pull her up.

She had obviously drank a lot and smelled of alcohol all over her body. She opened her arms and hugged Xia Xingchen. It was as if he finally had a hug where he could vent, without saying anything, the tears just fell down. The cold liquid fell into her neck, making Xia Xingchen feel extremely distressed.

"Just now...he called me..."

Chi Weiyang murmured and spoke,

The voice was hoarse and slightly trembling. Just by listening to the voice, you can hear the heartbreaking sadness.

"What did you say?" Xia Xingchen asked in a guiding voice, his voice was very soft and cautious. It seems that she is afraid that if it is heavier, it will make her more sad.

Some things just feel better if you always say them.

"He apologized to me...said he was sorry to me..." Chi Weiyang's lips trembled violently, "Xingchen, my first love...is completely over...completely..."

When she spoke later, her voice was as soft as gossamer, as if it could be blown away by the wind.

If you love someone deeply, your love lasts for more than ten years, and how many more than ten years does a person's life last?

If she had to pull away at this time, I'm afraid it would be more uncomfortable than ripping out her heart.

Xia Xingchen opened his lips and wanted to say something. However, when his lips moved, he found that all the words of comfort were stuck in his throat. In the extreme pain, too many words are pale!

Maybe Chi Weiyang was really drunk, or maybe she was too tired and couldn't say a word in the end.

Xia Xingchen laid her down on the bed. She lay there, huddled up and hugging the pillow tightly, as if she was trying her best to grasp a life-saving straw.

The eyes were always closed tightly, but the tears in the corners of the eyes never dried up.

Xia Xingchen sighed and gently closed the door.

Remove the wine cans on the ground one by one -->>

Pick it up and put it in the trash can. The photo on the ground had been cut into small pieces by her with scissors, and it could still be seen that it was a photo of her and Fu Yichen when they were young.

There was a diary on the ground that she had torn up.

Xia Xingchen knew the importance of this diary to her - it was Fu Yichen's previous diary.

At that time, it was still popular for them to secretly exchange diaries, just like expressing their feelings to each other, and much more tactful than love letters.

Later, Fu Yichen left suddenly, and their diaries were not exchanged. Chi Weiyang has always kept his notebook like a treasure for many years, and often takes it out to read. She could probably recite every word on it.

And now...

Along with her heart, it was also torn into pieces.

Xia Xingchen sighed and helped her pick it up bit by bit. She didn't dare to throw them into the trash can. Even if they were broken, they would still be her treasures. She neatly packed it up and put it back in its place.

After cleaning up, Xia Xingchen climbed onto Chi Weiyang's bed. He pressed against her back and held her tightly.

Chi Weiyang was not asleep, and her hand was so cold that there was no warmth at all when it covered hers.

"Stars..." She suddenly spoke, her voice so light that it seemed like she would disappear at any moment.

"Yes, I'm here." She replied almost immediately.

Chi Weiyang's hand held hers tighter, "It really hurts not to be able to love... So, you and Mr. President must be good..."

She was in so much pain that she didn't want to see the people around her be like her again.

Xia Xingchen felt sad and put his face on her back, "Okay. I will cherish it..."

so……

Even if their status is very different from each other and they are far apart, she will work very hard to get close to him. This time, I held his hand and never let go. Unless, he said personally that he doesn't want her anymore...

That night, Xia Xingchen slept with Chi Weiyang in his arms. That night, she had a dream.

In the dream, Fu Yichen and Weiyang said they were breaking up, and Weiyang squatted on the ground and lost her voice in pain. However, for some reason, Wei Young suddenly became herself while crying.

Looking up again, the man who had just broken up with him cruelly turned into Bai Yeqing.

He stood in the cold wind, looking at her painfully but fiercely, "Xingchen, we can't be together, we can't be together! So, let's break up..."

That sound was as real as if it was right next to her ears, and it was as ruthless as a sharp knife, piercing her heart time and time again.

"no, do not want!"

Xia Xingchen murmured randomly, feeling a sharp pain in her chest. She instinctively covered her chest and sat up in shock.

Looking at everything familiar in front of me, my consciousness gradually woke up. It was a dream...

Just a dream...

However, every word in the dream is so real...

It's as real as if it could really happen.

She touched her forehead and smiled bitterly. Probably because he was frightened by Wei Yang's appearance yesterday. And...it's really because I care about him more and more!

The more you care, the more afraid you will be of such loss...

Xia Xingchen took a deep breath to calm down the emotions in his heart, and then glanced sideways at the girl next to him. She fell asleep very late last night and was finally quiet now. Xia Xingchen didn't dare to wake her up.

I touched my phone and looked at the time. It was only seven in the morning.