Thirty-Four 1 Thoughts of Love (Thirty-Four)
Tang Feifei took her hand off. She looked at the desolate winter scenery in the yard with lifeless eyes, and said coldly: "My brother and Liang Ruijin were together again last night."
"What do you mean by being together again?"
"..." Tang Feifei pinched her fingers tightly, "A man and a woman alone for a night, what do you think it means."
"Fuck!" Pino couldn't help but rolled his eyes, "Why did he get involved with Liang Ruijin again? Are they planning to remarry?"
The word "remarry" made Tang Feifei feel weak all over.
She raised her chin and wanted to say something angry like "I don't care", but her throat seemed to be blocked.
Pino looked at her sad appearance and didn't know what to say for a while. All the comfort seemed pale.
In the afternoon, Pino and Li Zihao said goodbye. Tang Feifei changed her clothes and shoes and went out with them.
"Dad, Mom, I'll go out with them for a while."
Yuan Qing nodded, "You and Zihao can go out and play, just to relax."
Tang Feifei got into Li Zihao's car.
Li Zihao asked her, "Feifei, where do you want to go? Pino and I will go with you."
Tang Feifei looked at Pino, "Nono, I want to find a place to talk to Li Zihao."
Pino immediately understood and buckled his seat belt, "Okay, I won't go anywhere in the afternoon! Send me back to the dormitory first. You two can find a place to go, I won't be a light bulb for you."
Li Zihao was a little excited. He had long wanted to find an opportunity to have a serious talk with Tang Feifei.
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Li Zihao quickly sent Pino back to her school dormitory.
In the car, there were only the two of them left in a while.
Li Zihao asked her opinion, "Fei Fei, where do you want to talk?"
"Just find a coffee shop nearby!" Tang Feifei's eyes swept across the street view outside the window, and she pointed casually, "That place is not bad."
"Okay.
I'll turn around and drive over."
Li Zihao drove the car to the coffee shop. He got out of the car and opened the door for her like a gentleman, letting her go into the coffee shop to order first. He parked the car before going in.
Tang Feifei didn't order coffee, but a bottle of red wine.
Li Zihao came over and saw the red wine waking up on the table, and was surprised, "Why do you suddenly want to drink red wine?"
"I suddenly feel like it. If you don't want to drink red wine, just order coffee alone, it doesn't matter."
"No, I suddenly feel like it too. I'll drink with you." Li Zihao smiled and sat down opposite her. Wine can give courage, which is very consistent with his thoughts at the moment.
Li Zihao poured red wine for each of them. She took a sip first, and then, with her lips open, she drank another big sip.
"Fei Fei, drink slowly! Be careful not to get drunk."
Tang Fei Fei felt that the red wine was extremely bitter in her mouth after drinking it. It was not as sweet as the wine she had drunk before.
She put down the wine glass, her eyes were a little glittering, and she looked up at Li Zihao, "Li Zihao, Xiao Anzi said that you want to pursue me. Is it true?"
Li Zihao obviously didn't expect Tang Feifei to ask such a question. He was stunned for a moment, and then he felt a little embarrassed and excited.
He pinched the wine glass nervously, came back to his senses, and nodded, "Yes. I should have taken the initiative to say these words to you. Fei Fei, I... I actually fell in love with you at first sight."
"I am very grateful that you like me. I also have a good impression of you, and it is very comfortable to get along with you." Tang Feifei said softly, her voice was gentle and pleasant, but not as clear as before, and it was still a little hoarse, mixed with sadness, "But I can't accept you, and I don't want you to have any misunderstandings about my feelings anymore."
The sudden reversal made Li Zihao extremely disappointed.
"I have someone I like." Tang Feifei said truthfully, took a sip of wine, looked away slightly, looked out the window, and said lightly, "I have liked him for many, many years, and I don't know how many more years I will continue to like him in the future - even if... we may not be able to be together for the rest of our lives."
Li Zihao looked into her eyes and pulled his lips bitterly, "In fact, I am not a wooden man. I have long seen that your mind is not on me at all."
"I'm sorry." Tang Feifei turned her eyes and apologized to him.
Li Zihao smiled, "What are you sorry for? You have never lied to me. Instead, you told me the truth so frankly. But we can still be friends, right?"
Tang Feifei felt relieved when she saw his smile, and the burden in her heart was not as heavy as before. She nodded, "Of course. It's comfortable to be friends with you."
"Then let's finish this bottle of wine, and let me, your friend, take you back today."
Tang Feifei shook her head, "I won't go back now, I want to sit outside alone."
After she went back, she made her parents worry in vain. It would be better to sit outside alone and relax.
She wanted to be alone for a while. Li Zihao was a very tactful person. After she made her clear, although he felt sorry, he did not bother her too much.
Tang Feifei sat alone in a coffee shop drinking red wine. She had a low alcohol tolerance, so she did not dare to drink recklessly and was restrained.
She didn't know how many hours she had been in a daze until the phone on the table rang wildly, and she suddenly came back to her senses.
Her eyes fell on the screen. Seeing the two words "brother" flashing on the screen, her eyes suddenly became hot and her nose was sour.
She didn't answer the first call. She just covered the phone on the table. The ringing kept pulling her nerves, making her heart almost spasm with pain.
The first one rang until it stopped, and there was no silence for long. Then, the second call came in again. Tang Yu has never been so patient as this. Normally, he would never chase a second phone call.
Tang Feifei put down the wine glass in her hand and picked up the phone.
"Where are you?" Tang Yu's voice came from the other end of the phone. The tone is not good. Moreover, she could tell right away that he must have been drunk.
"I'm outside." She replied even more coldly.
"I'll go take you home."
"No need." Tang Feifei refused directly, "I have my own legs and can go back by myself."
"It's cold outside, please stop running outside."
The tip of Tang Feifei's nose was sour. This kind of care is the care that a brother has for his sister. She will no longer think wildly.
"I'll go back by myself if it's cold. I won't die from the cold anyway."
"Tang Feifei!" Tang Yu said in a more serious tone.
"I'm dead!" She became even more indifferent.
"Don't hang up!" Tang Yu shouted. Tang Feifei stopped her movements subconsciously, but when she came to her senses, she immediately hung up the phone. But I heard him say helplessly: "Feifei, if you don't want me to find you, just come and find me."
His tone was no longer as serious as before, but much gentler. It was more helpless, as if there was nothing he could do to her, "I also drank, and the car couldn't drive too far. But I want to talk to you. "