One Thousand Five Hundred and Fifty-One Have You Ever Tried to Truly Love Someone? (One)
Have you ever tried to truly fall in love with someone? Love him not just with your heart, but with your breath, with your insides, and with all your spirit. You longed for his embrace, longed for his breath, and allowed him to drain your dignity and torture you into holes and bruises, but you were willing and unswerving.
And I loved it.
——Shang Shiyu
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At night in Jucheng, the lights are dazzling, as if covered with a gorgeous layer of fog. However, a night like this leaves no one with the slightest sense of belonging.
Shang Shiyu just came out of the stage, holding bread and munching on the street. Pedestrians coming and going passed her by, and she never gave them a second glance. I feel like a lonely soul living in this city.
After eating the bread, she sat down on a bench on the street. When he looked up, the most dazzling words of CBD, "Tang Group", popped into his eyes as expected.
This is a landmark of the city. She once stood there for a whole month under the scorching sun. And that month of persistence never forced that person to stand up, even look at him or say a word.
The overwhelming pain hit my heart. She took a deep breath, moved her stinging eyes away from the words 'Tang Syndrome Group', and curled her lips with a self-deprecating smile.
After being with him and then separated, a few years later, she found out that he was actually from the famous Tang Group.
That is an existence that is too dazzling and too difficult for ordinary people to reach.
However, she still quit her job in another city and came here alone. Just because maybe you can get closer to him.
But, what is that person doing at this moment?
Does he still remember her?
I can't think about it anymore. If I think about it any more, my heart will hurt so much that it will burst.
At this moment, the mobile phone suddenly rang. Shang Shiyu recovered from his shock and answered the phone. She felt saved.
"There is an important task for you tomorrow." The person speaking over there was Lian Qing, the leader of their column group. Shang Shiyu stood up and walked into the crowd. She likes to talk about work and likes to be busy.
"Our boss is coming to Taili tomorrow to prepare for the cooperation between the film studio and Taili. Our column team will send you to interview. Entertainment articles,
Pay attention to the special angles and don't make it boring like social news. "
"good."
"You should sort out the interview transcript early tonight and I'll take a look at it."
"I'll do it when I get back. When it's ready, I'll send it to your email in the evening."
"Well, hold on tight."
That night, after Shang Shiyu went home, he turned on his computer and started writing the interview manuscript. The entertainment section is different from social news. No one in the entertainment section cares much about personnel changes. What the audience talks about are entertainment gossip.
This interview script was taken very seriously by the team. Shang Shiyu went back and forth on it most of the night, and then just sorted it out at around 11 o'clock the next day before arriving at the TV station.
There is nothing leisurely about working in a television station. In the past, the column team was filled with unkempt men and women who stayed up late like giant pandas. Their daily routine was to throw instant noodles and biscuits everywhere. However, as soon as he entered the office today, Shang Shiyu felt something was very wrong. After taking a closer look, I found that the messy column team had tidied up neatly today, and the crumbs of biscuits in the instant noodle box were long gone. Those female colleagues who were usually too busy to dress up were all dressed up today, and even put on makeup with great pains.
"Is it going to rain red?" Shang Shiyu glanced at Ning Mu's face next door and exclaimed, "No, even you are taking care of yourself."
"Why are you here dressed like this?" Ning Mu glanced at her and pinched the white T-shirt she was wearing, "Casual pants, T-shirt, and sneakers. Gee, you are so casual."
"Don't you always dress like this?"
"Is today a normal day?"
"Is it really going to rain red today?" Shang Shiyu glanced out the window. The scorching sun is still fierce.
"Now the leaders in the station are patrolling every department and are coming to our place soon. You should quickly change into formal clothes. If you are caught, it will be over."
"I didn't bring any clothes."
"When the leader comes in, you squat down and hide under the table." Ning Mu gave her an idea. Shang Shiyu thinks this method is feasible.
The two were talking when their colleague Liu Liu ran in quickly in high heels, muttering along the way, "Here he comes! So handsome! So handsome! Why didn't anyone tell us that our leader is so young and so handsome?" ah!"
As she spoke, she immediately opened her makeup bag and started putting on makeup on the spot.
Ning Mu turned around and rolled her eyes quietly with Shang Shiyu, "Liar again. Who doesn't know that the boss is a bald old man?"
Shang Shiyu smiled.
Move the chair under the table and squat down.
Immediately afterwards, a burst of footsteps came from outside. She planned to take a sneak peek so that she wouldn't get the wrong person during the interview later.
In fact, there are many speculations about this media tycoon who owns a television station, numerous large and small newspapers, and film studios. I have never seen him in all these years. Because of such high achievements, everyone instinctively thought that the boss was already in his sixties. In their guess, the other person should be a thin old man with a big belly, white hair or even bald head.
"This is our President Tang." Just when she was thinking wildly, the director's voice sounded.
Shang Shiyu heard gasps from around him.
Ning Mu's hand pressed on her shoulder excitedly, her voice lowered: "I...I regret it."
"What?" Shang Shiyu was pressed on the shoulder by her and failed to stick his head out. She only raised her head and looked at Ning Mu's side face curiously. Just from the side view, you can see the excitement on her face.
"I should have turned my Chanel skirt inside out and put it on!" She was annoyed and regretful.
Shang Shiyu: "..."
If she remembered correctly, the skirt that Ning Mu bought with a few months' salary was an evening dress.
"Hello everyone, my name is Tang Wei. It's been the first time in a long time that I officially meet you today. I'm sorry."
At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ears.
That voice was gentle, clear, gentlemanly, and polite.
Shang Shiyu squatted there, feeling a sudden lack of oxygen, and his mind was buzzing. His body was as stiff as a stone.
This sound...
Although they were so close, she felt like they were coming from a distant abyss. Pulling at her nerves, ruthlessly tearing at her heart.
The voice that once felt so familiar, so familiar that I will never forget it for the rest of my life, now sounds a little strange.
It's like a lifetime ago.
"The voice is also very nice! Shigure, listen!" Ning Mu's excited voice sounded again.
Shang Shiyu's shoulder hurt a little from her fingers.
She grabbed Ning Mu's hand, shook it, and stood up.