One Thousand One Hundred and Twenty I Am Not Your only Hero (I)
"I'm wild, arrogant, and playboy. I can date many women, and I can date many women at the same time. But, Lan Lan, you can't. Your first love should be beautiful, and not wasted on something like me that all women think "I don't have a heart, and my private life is so bad that I don't deserve your pure love." Even if she only confused him for a short time, he didn't deserve it!
His little thing should be clean and translucent, always pampered, never sad or hurt. Even if he was injured, he shouldn't be here.
Ye Lan stared at him steadily. The eyes washed by tears, decorated with the tiny light above the head, became more and more clear and spotless. It was completely different from the complexity of his secular world.
"In your opinion, what kind of person should my first love be in the hands of?" she asked softly, her voice still choked with sobs.
Tang Jifeng lifted the hair from her cheek and was silent for a moment before whispering: "A person as simple and innocent as you. First love may not be perfect, but if you give it to me, it will definitely not be perfect." "
Yelan's cold little hand clasped his hand, "But I just like you."
Tang Jifeng was shocked by her straightforward confession again. Didn't what he did just now scare her away?
His eyes darkened slightly, he took his hand away from hers and sat up. He glanced down at her still lying on the sofa, and felt more and more that what he had done to 'scare' her off just now was a bit damning! Even if you really want her to calm down and wake up, you shouldn't treat her as frivolously as you did just now.
She was lying there now, looking broken and sad. Her slightly messy hair spread out and fell on the shirt that he had unbuttoned several times, giving her a green but fatal temptation.
Tang Jifeng felt that it would be a sin to take another look. I am so animalistic that I find 16-year-old girls full of temptations! Why didn't he realize that he had such a shameless hobby as pedophilia before? Even though she is not considered a child, you must know that in his eyes, this little thing has never grown up and will always be a child.
He looked away. He covered her with a thin blanket and stood up, "I'll find some clothes for you to wear. You change your wet top to avoid catching a cold."
When he passed her and was about to walk into the room, Yelan subconsciously raised her hand to grab it.
Her soft little hands grasped his slender fingers, and his fingertips trembled slightly. He remembered that when she was a half-grown child, she also grabbed his fingers like this and begged him to take her to the children's paradise; she remembered that he once tried to coax her. I was happy to put her on my neck and let her ride like a horse; I remembered that I, who was always impatient, carefully picked out the fine kernels from the hawthorns and fed them to her...
Thinking of many things in the past...
But,
Accidentally, the child who once knew nothing has now grown into a young girl - a young girl who has just begun to fall in love. But he never thought that her first love would fall on him.
"Lan Lan, let go." He whispered, looking down at her hand.
"You rejected me so ruthlessly just now, why are you still worried about whether I will catch a cold?" Ye Lan looked at him stubbornly, without hiding his hope in his eyes, "Is it true that you are good to me? Don’t you have any other thoughts?”
"Other thoughts? Are the other thoughts you call 'like'?" Tang Jifeng looked at her, "Lan Lan, I do like you."
Ye Lan was so happy that she sat up from the sofa and looked up at the man in front of her, her clean eyes shining brightly. He was so tall, elegant and charming, and when he caught her eyes, she felt a little unable to look away.
However, the next moment, his words made her heart suddenly fall to the bottom.
"But my love is different from what you think. This is a brother's love for his sister, a love between friends. I like you, Yunxi, and Sister Nuoyan."
"But you're not as kind to them as you are to me." She still had an unwilling hope.
Tang Jifeng rubbed the top of her hair as if coaxing a child, and sighed, "Because you are the youngest. Lan Lan, not just me, who in this circle treats you badly?"
Ye Lan was silenced by the question and couldn't answer.
"If it was because of the incident when I saved you in school that you suddenly had the illusion of 'liking' me, then... I must say, if it was Brother Jinyan standing there that day, he would have done the same thing. I will risk my own life to save you. Lanlan, I am not your unique hero."
Ye Lan held his hand and loosened it.
The fingertips are getting colder and colder.
finally……
Slowly and feebly, she let go of his hand.
His little head drooped in despair, and he murmured somewhat self-deprecatingly: "So... I'm being overly sentimental?"
Tang Jifeng pursed his thin lips tightly, and after a long moment, he sighed faintly: "The woman I like is not your type."
yes. Who doesn't know? He likes those with big breasts, thin waists, long legs, and a lot of charm!
Compared with the two mature women I had seen in the bar and the hospital before, she only had the youthfulness and immaturity of a child. They could make love to him boldly and passionately in public, but she couldn't do it. She will be afraid, feel ashamed, and feel uneasy.
No matter how unwilling she was, she had to admit that she was still too far away from their adult world of interaction.
When she was lost in thought, Tang Jifeng walked towards the bedroom. Before opening the door, he looked back at her. Her disappointed look made his heart twitch and hurt. But, finally, I took a deep breath and pushed the door open.
——
After a while, he came out with a shirt.
Ye Lan was still sitting on the sofa, maintaining the same sitting position just now. The blanket slipped off her body, leaving her chest open and still unbuttoned.
He stood and looked from above, and could still see the looming deep groove of the girl.
This annoying little thing!
He tossed the shirt aside. He squatted down and buttoned her buttons one by one. Try your best not to look at things you shouldn't look at. However, my fingers were inexplicably numb. Damn it, even if he tried very hard to ignore it, until now, he still clearly remembered the beautiful feeling when he just took hold of her.
He didn't dare to think about it anymore, and he didn't want to use any words to describe his previous feelings. That would be the real humiliation for her.
"I'm sorry." He suddenly said while buttoning the top button, "I have to apologize to you. Just now... I shouldn't have done that to you."
Of course, he doesn't really do anything to her.
"Do you treat all your women like this?" Yelan looked at him.