Chapter 2480 Little Hands Are Cold

Director Pan was very interested, and he kept talking about when he first came here, there were not so many people, and what it is like now.

But the old director was old after all, and he was tired after walking for more than an hour. Su Yun suggested to take the cable car up the mountain. Zheng Ren looked at the tall cable car and immediately thought of the roller coaster.

Zheng Ren still remembers the experience of riding a roller coaster with Yi Ren, it was really scary. Standing below, Zheng Ren could already imagine what he would be like sitting on the cable car.

His hands and feet were cold, and he held Yi Ren's hand tremblingly, which didn't seem very good. It doesn't look like sickness, it's better to keep this cowardly look in the deepest part of my memory.

Finally, after struggling for a long time, Zheng Ren decided to stay alone amidst the laughter of the crowd.

No way, the invulnerable Boss Zheng also has weaknesses, such as fear of heights, underdeveloped vestibular nerves, unwillingness to socialize, and... unwillingness to eat.

Zheng Ren was sitting on a stone bench bored, looking at the crowds of tourists, he felt that this place was much worse than the desert in Saibei.

The experience of looking at the stars in the desert is still unique in Zheng Ren's heart. After all, there are few people. One of the criteria that Boss Zheng evaluates whether the scenic spot is good or not is that there are few people.

And in the empty Gobi Desert, lying side by side with Yi Ren on the sand dunes and looking at the sky full of stars, as if there is no other person or thing in the universe, it feels really great.

Zheng Ren watched everyone take the cable car up the mountain by himself, and Director Pan seemed to be talking about the climb up the mountain with Su Yun, who was traveling with him. Yi Ren wasn't scared at all, and seemed a little excited, taking selfies with Chang and the Chu sisters.

Lao He was a little scared, but he was still pulled up. Feng Xuhui sat on a cable car with Liu Xiaojie stepping on his footsteps. He took care of Liu Xiaojie carefully, and the relationship between the two seemed to be progressing.

Da Chu and Xiao Chu sat together, Zheng Ren smiled slightly, recalling that when the operation was performed, the two of them straightened up at the same time, the graceful arc merged into one, and they gave themselves a thumbs up at the same time.

It's nice to have them around.

Watching the group of people gradually disappear into the distance, even with Zheng Ren's eyesight, they couldn't see, suddenly a pair of cold little hands slowly covered Zheng Ren's eyes.

Zheng Ren didn't hide, which brat was joking with him?

Dry fingers, erythema, chapped, induration... Is this hand-foot syndrome caused by chemotherapy? Zheng Ren immediately said, "Little Shitou, is that you?"

"Ah, you can guess all of this?" Shi Jian jumped up to Zheng Ren panting.

"Why are you here?" Zheng Ren touched Xiao Shitou's head with a smile.

"Doctor Zheng, you're here too." Wen Xiaonuan came over and said, "I wanted to take Xiao Shitou to Xishan Park, there are fewer people there. But I took the wrong road, and finally came here. "

Zheng Ren looked at Xiaoshi's system panel, and the red color had gradually faded. It should be considered a small miracle that he persisted in coming here.

It must be the child's last dream, and Zheng Ren still had this thought in his heart to support him, thinking to himself.

On Xiaoshi's thin shoulder, the left side of the neck is thick, and there is a large tumor, which is the one that compresses the airway.

Zheng Ren immediately recalled the imaging data, the thyroid tumor had invaded the external carotid artery and the 4th cervical vertebra. The small stone should have a feeling of numbness in the limbs. I am afraid that the nerves in the cervical spine will be violated if the airway is not completely blocked.

This was an unsolvable problem. Zheng Ren tried his best to show a smile, not wanting to leave a too heavy impression on the child.

Xiao Shitou is already terminally ill, and he doesn't have any good solutions, so it's good to be able to walk safely.

"Doctor Zheng, I just found out that you won the Nobel Prize yesterday." Wen Xiaonuan didn't expect that the little doctor who sent QQ inquiries to Xiaoshitou at that time turned out to be a big shot, she said a little embarrassed.

Especially when thinking about the experience of meeting Zheng Ren before, Wen Xiaonuan felt a little uneasy.

"Hehe." Zheng Ren smiled dryly, he was not used to others looking at him with such admiration and admiration. Especially ordinary people like Wen Xiaonuan, not clinicians.

"Uncle, you are amazing!" Xiao Shitou said.

"Call me brother." Zheng Ren said seriously, "I remember you called me big brother when we first met, why are you calling me uncle now?"

"Didn't I ask you to look after my mother for the first time, so I can play games for a while." Xiao Shitou said, "I think it's more formal to call you uncle."

"Still called brother." Zheng Ren insisted.

Little Shitou chuckled, "Brother, you are amazing. I also said that I would win the Nobel Prize in the future, but I didn't expect you to get it first."

Zheng Ren looked at his bright and clear eyes and his uncoordinated limbs, feeling infinite regret in his heart.

Just like what Su Yun said, Xiao Shitou is also suffering while alive.

"Unfortunately, I don't have time." Little Stone murmured.

Wen Xiaonuan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she turned around immediately without waiting for the tears to fall, her voice trembling slightly, "I'm going to buy some water, what would you like to drink, Doctor Zheng?"

"I'm not thirsty, thank you." Zheng Ren said with some regret.

"Brother, you know what disease I have, don't you?" Little Shitou sat beside Zheng Ren like an adult, and asked softly.

"Yes, I know." Zheng Ren nodded.

"Actually, I don't want to be treated for a long time. I'm too tired and uncomfortable." Little Shitou raised his hand, facing the sun, "Look at my hands, every time after chemotherapy, the skin exploded layer by layer. I feel uncomfortable all over. , plus nausea. I am hungry, and I still feel sick when I see what I eat. Every time I eat, it is like taking medicine, and I have to eat it with a smile, or my mother will cry. "

"Thank you." Zheng Ren said seriously.

"It's not hard. I feel uncomfortable, but I want to live. I don't want to be cured and I want to live. Is it a contradiction?"

"Is it because of your mother?"

"It's just one aspect. A long time ago, about half a year ago, my mother told me once. She didn't want me to go, but the doctors said there was no hope. She said it very cryptically, but I knew what she meant .”

"She doesn't want me to go, but the treatment is too painful, so let me choose."

"What happened next?" Zheng Ren asked.

"I don't want to die. I still have so many ways to go, so many people I haven't met, so many games I haven't played, and so many movies I haven't watched. If I leave, I can't do anything. But it's good to be alive Difficult, really difficult."

Little Shitou doesn't look like a ten-year-old child, but an adult. He didn't enjoy the carefreeness of this age, but instead was matured prematurely by life.