Chapter 599 Mom, I Can't Forget Her, I Really Can't Forget Her

Yin Muchen stepped forward and called, "Mom!"

Liu Wanxin couldn't see it, but when she heard her son's voice, she quickly smiled and stretched her hands forward, "Achen, are you back?"

"Mom," Yin Muchen knelt down on one knee. He held Liu Wanxin's hands and looked at her pale face carefully, "Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? Why do you look so bad?"

Liu Wan wanted to speak, but Xiao Qing took the lead and said, "Brother, my godmother has been coughing a lot recently for some reason. My godmother's appetite is not good, she can't eat, and she has lost a lot of weight. I can feel it in my godmother's hair every day." I found a lot of white hair and I wanted to call you, but my godmother wouldn’t let me…”

"Xiao Qing!" Liu Wanxin quickly interrupted Xiao Qing. She looked very serious and scolded, "What are you talking about? Ah Chen is busy with work on weekdays, so don't bother him with these lock-in matters."

Xiaoqing pouted in grievance and looked at Yin Muchen with a pair of pitiful eyes.

Yin Muchen didn't look at her at all, "Mom, if you don't feel well, call me immediately. How can these be trivial matters? Have you seen a doctor? What did the doctor say? I'll take you for a comprehensive physical examination tomorrow. "

Liu Wanxin patted Yin Muchen's hand, "Achen, don't worry. The doctor just came yesterday. I'm fine. I may have caught a cold recently. Plus, I'm older and have a lot of minor problems. Don't be nervous." , I don’t need any comprehensive examination. Ah Chen, as long as you come to see me often, there will be nothing wrong with my mother.”

Yin Muchen felt guilty and blamed himself, "Well, Mom, I will come here often in the future."

"That's good. Ah Chen, let's go have dinner. Today's dishes are all your favorites when you were a child."

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On the round dining table, Yin Muchen sat next to Liu Wanxin. Xiaoqing stood and served soup to Liu Wanxin. Yin Muchen took the bowl from her hand and said, "I'll do it."

When Yin Muchen took the bowl, he accidentally touched Xiaoqing's little hand. Xiaoqing blushed immediately. She glanced at Yin Muchen secretly, as if shy and timid. The man was concentrating on serving the soup. She could only see half of him from her angle. On the other hand, he has become more mature and handsome in the past three years. The noble and cold aura exuding from him made her dare not look at him.

He would often come here to accompany Liu Wanxin, and she would stand aside and look at him infatuatedly, but he never talked to her, or even looked at her, as if she was nothing.

Thinking of this, Xiaoqing felt extremely annoyed and discouraged.

"Mom, you have the soup at hand. Let it cool before drinking. Let's eat first." Yin Muchen handed the bowl and chopsticks to Liu Wanxin's hand.

Liu Wanxin took it in her hand with a smile. She took a mouthful of rice, and then said hesitantly and tactfully, "Ah Chen, it's not my mother who is urging you. You are 31 years old this year. You are already quite old. Didn't you talk about it some time ago?" Have you got a girlfriend? When will you get married? Mom is getting older. While I don’t have any serious problems now, you should give birth to a son and a half girl and let mom take care of her. Mom wants to hear someone call her grandma, so It will be easier for me to meet your dad underground."

Yin Muchen's expression was calm. In the past three years, his mother's urging for marriage has become a common occurrence for him. He replied casually, "Mom, I don't want to get married yet."

"You don't want to get married now? Then when do you want to get married? Ah Chen, you have been using these words to talk to your mother for the past three years. Today, please stop making excuses and just give me a clear answer. Do you not want to get married or do you want to be with someone? marry?"

Hearing this, Yin Muchen frowned and glanced at the servants around him, and then asked in a deep voice, "What did you say in front of Madam again?"

"Hmph!" Liu Wanxin snorted coldly and placed the bowls and chopsticks in her hands heavily on the dining table. "Don't threaten them. What dare they say in front of me? Do they need to say this? Xiaoqing usually pushes me Go out and get some fresh air. The scandal between you and that Yin Shuiling has spread throughout T City. You haven’t come to see your mother in the past two months. Are you getting involved with that Yin Shuiling again? You’re going to piss your mother off."

Yin Muchen was in no mood. He quietly put down his bowls and chopsticks, then looked at Liu Wanxin and asked, "Mom, is our revenge over?"

Liu Wan's heart froze. He didn't expect that he would suddenly ask this question.

"Mom, Yin De is in jail, Shi Xiaoqing is dead, and I think the revenge we deserve has been paid. Although Shuiling is their daughter, she is innocent. She doesn't know anything."

Liu Wanxin sneered, "Ah Chen, I understand what you mean. The grudges of the previous generation have nothing to do with the next generation. In the past three years, I have never caused trouble for Yin Shuiling, and I have never asked you to do anything to Yin Shuiling, but Ah Chen , can you please be considerate to your mother? The evil that Yin De did has nothing to do with Yin Shuiling, but she is Yin De's daughter after all. If you let her hang out in front of me, aren't you reminding me over and over again how your father died tragically? How I was tortured by Yin De... Ah Chen, mom doesn't have any excessive demands. You and Yin Shuiling are separated. She will live her life and we will live ours. Isn't that good? "

"Well," Yin Muchen nodded, "That's good. I've been thinking the same way for the past three years, so my mother asked me to make girlfriends, and I made them one after another. I didn't dare to slack off..."

"Since you have done this, keep doing it, Ah Chen. Mom has no requirements for her future daughter-in-law, as long as she is virtuous and loves you."

"But I have a request," Yin Muchen held Liu Wanxin's hand, his dark eyes full of pain and sadness, "Mom, I can't forget her, I really can't forget her."

"Achen, you..."

"Mom, I've been sick for the past three years. I've had mental and physical illnesses. I've seen doctors, but none of them can cure me."

"What?" Liu Wanxin's face changed drastically. She touched Yin Muchen's face and said nervously, "Where are you sick? Let me see..."

"Mom, three years ago, when Shuiling was 18 years old, I raped her. She bled a lot under me. At that time, Auntie held her and she couldn't even close her eyes..."

Liu Wanxin's whole body suddenly froze, "You..."

"Mom, I've been having nightmares for the past three years. In my dreams, it was her eyes. The miserable look of being unable to close my eyes, I was afraid to sleep later, I could only take sleeping pills. This time she came back, I forced her to have sex with her again, she took birth control pills without telling me, she was allergic to the drugs, curled up in bed and cried in pain, I was very scared when I hugged her, I was afraid that she would leave me, just like... when I was 18 years old, my father was gone, and you suddenly left me again, mom..."

Liu Wanxin's empty eyes were instantly filled with tears, she didn't know that he had never said these words to her in the past three years...

If she didn't feel sorry for her son, who would? Was it an injustice?

Probably it was really an injustice.

"Mom, I've had a lot of girlfriends in the past three years. Sometimes when I'm desperate, I want to have sex with those women, but no, mom, I can't get hard... I can't control my body's reaction at all. I thought something was wrong with me, but she came back. I saw her outside the comics club that day, and I had a reaction... All my consciousness is telling me that I want her, I only want her."

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't want to hurt your heart, I try very hard to listen to you... When I met her at the age of 18, I knew she was a luxury that I couldn't get and didn't deserve. I wanted to let her go, let mom go, and let myself go, but I really can't..."

"There are thousands of women in this world, and I've gotten a lot of them, but they are not what I want. What I want has always been only her."

"Mom , please don't blame her, it's not her fault. She doesn't know about Yin De's affairs, but I have made her pay the price. My family was broken up when I was 18, and so was she. She was an 18-year-old girl, and I made her lose her parents. "

"She didn't pester me, it was always me who pestered her. She didn't love me three years ago. She said loving me was a disaster, and she didn't want me anymore. She would rather go back to England and wander around than stay with me."

"If mom wants to blame someone, blame me. I can't control my body and mind. How could I have expected that I would fall in love with someone in this life and never forget him all the year round... If I knew it would be like this in advance, I would rather starve to death on the street when I was 18 than choose to go to Yin's house, so I wouldn't meet her..."

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Yin Shuiling returned to the villa. Auntie was not there. The villa was cold and deserted at night, without a trace of light.

She walked in and turned on the wall lamp in the living room. She had to eat dinner at night, and she didn't want to be hungry, so she went to the kitchen and planned to cook by herself.

There were a lot of fruits and vegetables in the refrigerator. She took a look and took out some noodles, a steak, and other food to make a bowl of pasta.

She often eats this kind of Western food in the UK, so she is very good at making pasta. Six years ago, when she was 15 years old, she secretly learned cooking skills because she felt sorry for him always eating out. She didn't have the opportunity to cook a meal for him in these years, but she has been able to keep herself well in the UK for the past three years thanks to this cooking skill.

She is not at a loss.

The most important thing about pasta is the sauce. She took out some olive oil to season the noodles, and then added herbs to make a small dish of green sauce. She bent down and sniffed it. It was not bad.

At this time, the mobile phone in her pocket rang. She took it out and saw that it was Hu Ya's call.

"Hello..." She picked up.

"Hello, Miss Yin, is the president with you? I can't get through to him on the phone. There is an urgent project in the company that needs his approval. Can you please ask him to answer the phone?"

Yin Shuiling was stunned for a second, then she raised the corners of her lips and smiled, "Secretary Hu, your president is not with me."

"Not here?" Hu Ya was surprised, "Didn't we agree on that..."

Yin Shuiling didn't listen and hung up the phone directly.

Putting the phone back in her pocket, she concentrated on making pasta.

Didn't the man say he was working overtime in the company? What did Hu Ya mean by calling him now?