Chapter 157 Death of Feng Lixin (Part 1)

Feng Lixin is a man with mysophobia. And he has strong self-esteem.

Ordinary people believe that it is better to die than to live! But Feng Lixin felt that it was better to die well than to live.

Most of the time, it was Doctor Jin and Butler Mo who served Feng Lixin's needs. Because Feng Lixin refused to have a catheter inserted, Dr. Jin and Butler Mo would usually help him connect the catheter when he needed it.

Firstly, it can maintain his male self-esteem without having to keep having tubes that make him uncomfortable; secondly, it can also help stimulate the sensitivity of various organs in his body. Feng Lixin is also a man with mysophobia.

There have been no accidents so far. Dr. Jin and Butler Mo cooperated well with Feng Lixin, and there was almost never any incontinence.

Tonight, Dr. Jin happened to have something urgent to deal with at home, and Feng Lixin's condition was relatively stable. He left the Feng family after telling his assistant Xiao Xing, and could not return until the afternoon of the next day at the earliest.

Butler Mo originally stayed in the medical room to take care of Feng Lixin's daily life. Hearing the quarrel between Aunt An and his wife in the living room downstairs, he hurried out of the medical room and rushed down to stop the angry Mrs. Xueluo.

Who would have thought that when Butler Mo ran out to chase his wife Xueluo, Feng Lixin would be in trouble. Perhaps Dr. Xiao Xing was not proficient enough in his profession, and he was not cooperative with Feng Lixin, so when Feng Lixin was babbling and talking unclearly, he thought he was uncomfortable, so he came closer to ask and check.

By the time he realized that Feng Lixin was trying to be convenient, it was already too late. Feng Lixin had already lost control of his urine.

This is still not the most important thing.

The most critical thing is: when Dr. Xiao Xing wanted to connect the catheter, the liquid spilled on the back of his hand. He instinctively wanted to avoid it and pressed somewhere. Even the face where he lowered his head to check was not spared.

After being splashed with urine on his face, out of human instinct, Dr. Xiao Xing immediately dropped the catheter and reflexively went to use a tissue to wipe his face and glasses...

Feng Lixin is a man with mysophobia and a very high self-esteem.

Perhaps Dr. Xiao Xing's behavior was completely a person's instinctive behavior, but in Feng Lixin's eyes: it became a deep disgust. He is already a waste! Apart from lying on the hospital bed waiting to die, there is no longer any meaning and value for survival!

There is no faith, no pursuit, no expectation of love, and all that is left is a disabled body. Every day of life is worse than death!

When Feng Xinglang rushed back to Feng's house, Dr. Xiao Xing had already given Feng Lixin a sedative. This was undoubtedly risky, because Feng Lixin was so weak that he might not be able to wake up from the sedative at any time. But under the circumstances, Dr. Xiao Xing had no choice but to do it.

"Brother...I'm back, right next to you. Open your eyes and look at me." Feng Xinglang lifted up his eldest brother Feng Lixin's skinny body and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"Second Young Master, I'm sorry...it's all my fault for not handling it well." Dr. Xing blamed himself repeatedly.

Feng Xinglang didn't make a sound, he just hugged Feng Lixin's body tightly and remained still for a long time.

Butler Mo has already changed Feng Lixin into customized pajamas, keeping him dry and tidy.

"Housekeeper Mo, call Dr. Jin and ask him to come over overnight. Pay Dr. Xing one more year's salary."

Feng Xinglang's voice was cold, and every word he said was tinged with Xuanhan's coldness. He is indifferent, and he will not give anyone the chance to hurt his eldest brother Feng Lixin a second time.

"I called. Doctor Jin said he would be there tomorrow morning." Butler Mo knew that the second young master was in a bad mood, so he was careful in his replies.

Dr. Xing did not leave the Feng family overnight, but stayed outside the door of the medical room. He knew the second young master Feng Xinglang's temper. In order to prevent him from getting upset when he saw her, she kept guard outside the door of the medical room.

In fact, Dr. Xing is still dedicated to his duties. It's just that he is too young and his respect for life is far less good than that of his mentor, Dr. Jin.

If it had been Dr. Kim who handled it that night, he wouldn't have panicked even if it was sprinkled all over his face. He could connect the catheter quietly, and after waiting for Feng Lixin's convenience, he would find a place where Feng Lixin couldn't see it and deal with the dirty fluid on his face, instead of panicking like his assistant Xiao Xing. Deal with it in front of Feng Lixin!

Feng Lixin felt that Xiao Xing hated him. After being burned like this by the fire, Feng Lixin already felt deeply inferior in his heart. And this time Dr. Xiao Xing’s reckless handling was even more of a trigger!

Sometimes being a good and empathetic doctor is also a psychology.

Fortunately, Feng Lixin woke up in the early morning. He saw a small ray of morning light filtering through the curtains. I survived another night by myself. Once again I saw the light of the morning sun.

He felt his body being held in a thick embrace. It's Feng Xinglang. He fell asleep against him. That handsome face was still marked with nervousness and heavy worry.

Feng Lixin stared deeply at Feng Xinglang who was nestling beside him, cherishing every minute and every second of this hard-won moment. He knew: after today, he might never see his brother Feng Xinglang again.

It's really cruel to drag a broken body to hurt people who are kind to you. Feng Lixin really couldn't bear the thought of Feng Xinglang being depressed, violent, hostile, and bloodthirsty because of him.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. As long as Feng Lixin lives for one day, Feng Xinglang will always be entangled in such hostility.

In fact, Feng Lixin heard the sound of Xueluo arguing with Aunt An and Butler Mo in the living room last night.

Finally, the girl named Xueluo couldn't bear this kind of life and ran away!

Feng Lixin would inevitably feel deep self-blame: If he hadn't been so whimsical about finding a woman to take care of his younger brother Feng Xinglang, he wouldn't have dragged an innocent girl into this.

After all, Xueluo and Feng Xinglang were destined to be together. No matter what kind of matchmaking, I can't force it. It's okay to run away like this. At least the girl might be out of her misery.

How could I imagine that Feng Xinglang would fall in love with Miss Xueluo in such a short period of time and with such hatred in his heart.

Xueluo, I’m so sorry! I, Feng Lixin, can no longer apologize to you in person. I can only ask Butler Mo to leave some money to compensate you. I know you are not a money-worshipping girl, but this is the only way I, Feng Lixin, can atone for my sins. Please forgive me!

"Xinglang... Xinglang... wake up." Feng Lixin nudged Feng Xinglang beside him with his forehead.

"Brother, are you awake?" Feng Xinglang's eyes were full of bloodshot eyes, "What do you want to do? From today on, I will personally serve you around the clock! How about it, is it good enough?"