Chapter 1956 Yun Bilu's Concern

?    Yun Bilu felt that she was becoming more and more self-aware.

She always thought that it was because she had been pestering Huang Yize that she agreed to come here.

In fact, as he said, he was not very willing to take her back.

The sisters in the dormitory had said that when two people were in love and their feelings reached a certain level, the man was particularly anxious to take the woman home.

Because they cherished her very much, they wanted to keep their girlfriends as soon as possible and get their families to agree so that they could talk about marriage.

But Yun Bilu felt that she and Huang Yize were actually very passionate, and she was the first to take Huang Yize home.

As for going to his house, it was because she had been pestering him to agree.

Yun Bilu sat at the table reading a book, but she couldn't read it at all, and she didn't feel like it.

She held her cheek and murmured, "Is the way wrong?"

But she didn't regret it, she just felt that she had been working hard in this relationship, and perhaps she loved too humbly and lowered herself to the dust.

Chu Xin said that women must not be humble in love. You can be like a princess, you can act coquettishly and be hypocritical. If you are a proud princess, and the other party is still willing to pamper you and make you his queen, then he is holding you high.

If not, it is very likely that the two are not equal in love.

The more Yun Bilu thought about it, the more headache she had. She scratched her hair fiercely. Why is love so complicated? Why doesn't she understand!

She only knows to do what she wants, and never thinks about right and wrong.

She would ask herself, does Huang Yize love her? Is he as deep as she loves him?

Could it be that she is too greedy? At the beginning, she thought it would be good to see him and hear him say a word to her.

But later, when they were together, she wanted more, wanted to see him more, to be with him, to see him every day, and wanted him to love her deeply.

She wanted him to miss her as deeply as she did.

Sighing, Yun Bilu was suddenly a little surprised. Why did she start sighing?

Yun Bilu walked to the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was not very good. She lost her bright smile and the brilliance in her eyes was not as good as before.

Yun Bilu rubbed her face with her fingers.

Was she really going to deny her previous efforts and hard work for such a sentence?

Yun Bilu's reason and emotion were always fighting in her mind.

She threw herself on the bed, looking at the ceiling, her thoughts heavy.

In fact, she understood that if Huang Yize didn't think so in his heart, he wouldn't say such words.

Some words are said because of what you think in your heart.

Maybe it's because Huang Yize is very busy, or maybe it's because Yun Bilu doesn't behave strangely, so no one can see the changes in Yun Bilu's heart.

Yun Bilu is the kind of person who will hide her inner wounds, so she always gives people a strong feeling of being invincible.

Huang Yize usually accompanies Yun Bilu to go shopping, talk, and eat with her in the evening.

Recently, Yun Bilu cooks by herself. She feels that if she eats and lives in someone else's house, she still feels at ease if she works harder.

Moreover, she didn't use most of the new clothes, jewelry, cosmetics, skin care products, etc. that he prepared for her.

She only needed one or two sets of clothes to change and wash. She didn't like to wear jewelry, she didn't use cosmetics, and she had moisturizing skin care products in her own small bag. Except for the basic daily necessities, she didn't need the rest.