Chapter 585: One of Them Is, Mo Jingshen, I Love You.

Mo Jingshen didn't speak, and Ji Nuan didn't speak much.

But it can't be consumed like this.

Ji Nuan just came back from the outside world. Today, she squeezed all her work into one day. She just wanted to get all the entertainment done within two or three days, and then go back to Haicheng early. She is already a little tired now and doesn't have the energy to deal with it too much. .

She said lightly: "I will complete the work in Beijing in the next few days, and I will not fall behind. As for the few itineraries that I have to travel with you, I have already told Xiao Hu, if If the time can meet me, I will go, and if I can't, I will be busy-"

She looked at the man whose expression was calm and did not change, and said with a smile: "Shengtang Hotel is a hotel invested by your company after all, not to mention that many partners will also go there. It is indeed suitable for you to live there, but I It's different. Following President Mo, you've been in the upper class of Beijing circle for so many days, and you've seen all kinds of bigwigs. Now it's time to go back to my original job. It’s the same wherever I live, I’ll go back to Haicheng after the trip.”

"Ji Nuan."

She smiled: "Huh?"

Mo Jingshen looked directly into her eyes, his voice was light as if he couldn't get rid of the thick error, but it was clear and cold, as if he wanted to see her deepest part directly: "Really don't love me anymore?"

Ji Nuan was stunned for a moment, then slowly laughed.

However, the man on the sofa always looked at her quietly, and she slowly couldn't smile, but the corner of her mouth tickled.

If it was said that she really fell in love when they lived and died together in Cambodia, if it was said that when Mo Jingshen wanted to divorce her, she insisted on following him, even when he scolded her for being cheap. If he refuses to leave, it is probably because he really loves him without any regrets.

But she also knew what kind of mood she had when she signed the divorce, and how she had survived the past three years.

She remembered the day she drank all night, then spent the night in a daze on the hotel balcony, waking up and cutting her long hair again.

If she is concerned about whether Mo Jingshen and other women are ambiguous or have any stories, she may be a little touched or displeased, or maybe it is just that the things she once had are seen by others, and her heart is surging. It's human nature to be unhappy, but she's not sure if it's the same as love.

Since even Mo Jingshen would clearly say that she doesn't love her anymore,

That may be because her attitude is too arbitrary, but she has lost the hope that she deliberately wants to save something. She did not deliberately escape or approach, perhaps because she did not pay more attention to him. , that's why he said she didn't love her anymore.

Then, maybe she should really not love.

"Maybe." Ji Nuan replied after a long time.

"reason?"

Ji Nuan looked at him, suddenly a little dazed, then turned her face away, put her hand lightly on the handle of the suitcase, and said softly: "About three years ago, I survived strong in my stomach for more than two months, When the child with the fetal heart began to shed, it was probably the time when the man I loved the most was finally expected to wake up, and the heart full of holes was frozen overnight. Reasonable reasons, even for my sake, smashed the ice on the surface, but the flesh inside was still numb and temperatureless."

Seeing the dark eyes of the man, she knew that he was also thinking about that child, which was a sensitive point for Ji Nuan, but not for Mo Jingshen, so he often avoided this topic and never mentioned it.

There are passing vehicles outside the hotel, and there are low voices of other people passing by not far from the lounge. Everything seems to be an illusory background behind Ji Nuan. Mo Jingshen seems to pass through such a pale face She saw that when he woke up three years ago, through the crack of the door of the ward, she saw the pale woman sitting outside who had been waiting for him.

In the past three years, it seems that she has endured everything that she can and cannot bear. These three years have erupted in her body. She is strong because of the pain, but because of her strength, she has closed many things in her heart that should have been is something soft.

She learned to choose between gains and losses, to bow her head under the eaves, and to find opportunities to rush out of the cage. It seemed like a compromise, but in fact, not even a corner of the city wall that stood high in her heart was destroyed.

Ji Nuan said calmly: "Or maybe it's because I've lived for two lifetimes, after loving madly and trying my best, and when I finally know the whole truth, I'm just relieved, but I've already let go of a lot of things. Mo Jingshen, I have understood one thing in the past three years, and that is... love is something that will never die. It will only destroy my original beliefs, but it will make me rebuild it again. A new belief, it makes Ji Nuan fall asleep, so that I now live as Ji Nuan who is not Ji Nuan."

"So, since you can even ask this, then maybe it's not love." Ji Nuan finally came to a shallow conclusion.

Looking at Ji Nuan's indifferent expression when he said the words "no love", Mo Jingshen remembered that he looked at the dozens of text messages she sent him three years ago, one of which was: Mo Jingshen, I love you .

But those text messages were read one by one and deleted one by one under his forcibly calm and indifferent attitude.

...

Mo Jingshen didn't force Ji Nuan to go back to the Shengtang Hotel. In fact, even if Ji Nuan went back, he didn't have time to rest. At most, he just took a nap at night.

She doesn't have much to mess with now either, cramming all her work into a few days, no matter where she lives.

She still stayed at the current hotel, and it was officially entered into a very busy business trip.

After Ji Nuan told him all her heart and soul, she changed back to the calm and unreachable appearance she had just returned to China.

Sometimes Mo Jingshen's car was parked in front of Ji Nuan's hotel. Ji Nuan saw it when he came out, but instead of getting into their car, he went directly to the subway station, or to some partners, etc. car outside.

Beijing has already entered autumn early, and the weather has turned cold in the past two days. After Ji Nuan finished work at noon, he could have a short rest in the afternoon, but suddenly received a call.

It was the secretary Yang next to Mr. Vinse, who said that Mr. Vinse suddenly developed acute gastritis. When he was sent to the hospital yesterday, he found out that he had been having a fever for several days, and when he was sent to the hospital, he was too hot to be conscious. sober.

They still did not leave in Beijing. After Ji Nuan asked the location of their hospital, he immediately took a taxi and hurried over. The warm wind is not as deep as your love